Style [H.S]

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2 years later

Audrey smith.

I walk into our house carrying groceries from the market. I got stuff to make Harry's favorite dinner, tacos.

"Babe! I'm home!" I call think he would come help me as usual.

"Harry!" I yell again think he just didn't hear me.

I walk into the living room seeing his phone on the couch. He must be in the bathroom.

I go and carry in the groceries and put them away.

I hear steps coming from upstairs.

"Wow he didn't even think to come down and help me." I giggle laughing to myself.

I run up the stairs.

"Babe, you could've helped me." My mom says coming around the corner.

I study her body language.

"What the hell did you do." I say creeping towards her.

"Met harry." She smiles.

I knew it, if she think she can hide stuff from me after the things she's done in the past.

I push her out the way. I walk in the room to see Harry's poor body covered in my worst night mare.

"How could you! Are you happy!" I run over to Harry grabbing his bloody face.

"It was for your good honey."

"My good! Your selfish, as if your didn't already take everything from me! You took my everything mom! My grandmother! Sister! Boyfriend!" I shout in tears. I kiss Harry head.

" you're sick! So fucking sick!"

"But dar-"

"Don't say another word! Get the hell out of my house!"

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I woke up rubbing my wattery eyes. I checked the clock

9am

I looked over to surprisingly see Harry's spot empty.

Must be downstairs.

I walk into the bathroom and wash my face and brush my teeth. I change into my robe covering my naked body. I walk down stairs and grab a glass of water. I drank my water and took my vitamins.

I walk through every room. I could not seem to find Harry.

I walk to his favorite room out of the whole house.

The workout room we built over the year in our basement

I walk down the creaky stairs into the room.

"Morning babe." I say walking in.

He wasn't there.

I check every room of the house frantically. I was worried.

There was only one place I could think of. But I wasn't sure. But hey it's worth a shot.

I hop in the car driving up the hillside with the beach in view.

The cliff.

I run out of the car almost slipping on the wet rocky surface. I look everywhere. The only person here was some crazy dude about to jump off.

Oh shit...

That's Harry...

"Harry! What the hell!" I yell frantically.

"You gave me a heart attack!" I continue.

"I'm sorry Audrey." His broken voice says quietly.

"For what, you have nothing to be sorry about. Can you please get down we can talk about this. I just want to get you home and safe."

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry for putting you through all of this junk with you mom and stuff."

"That's not yours it's mine it's my mom."

"No!" He shouts making me jump.

I stop and look at the back of his now grown out hair. He wouldn't turn around but I could get the feeling from the sniffles that he was crying.

Harry styles. (Minutes before)

I just felt so empty. I feel that I've put Audrey in a situation where she's forced to become the monster I am. She not meant to be with me. She's too good for that. As much as I love her this feeling is always wrapped around my finger.

My eyes were wet and cold. I was cold.

I just wanted to jump. I take on step forward get closer. I bend my knees.

I hear the screech from a car stopping me.

Shit. Fuck.

Audrey smith (present time)

"This is my fault. I put you in a situation where you will become how I am." He continues turning around.

I walk up to him.

"I love who you are Harry."

"Yeah, we'll I don't. And I don't want you to be like me. As much as I love you. And god damn I fucking love you Audrey. It always stuck to me."

"What is love, maybe we can work on it."

"This feeling, it's not something you can fix only I can and I know how."

"Well I can help, how can we fix this. I just want you to feel good."

"Like this."

He takes two step backwards. My heart sinks.

"Harry please."

"I love you Audrey."

He leans back falling off of the cliff.

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Hey guys sorry for not writing for a while my mental health has not been good but I'm back now so it's okay.