Style [H.S]

28

Harry Styles

My mom it's me again. I think I found someone. She's perfect. But she found out about my panic attacks. You know how scared I am of that. But she saved me. Like the hero she is. She reminds me of you. So I took her to the Waffle House we always went to. I hope your not mad but we sat in our booth. I showed her out mark though so that she knows who's it was first. But I almost broke down. I miss you so much. I know most people know me as tough and rock starry like that. But I really do miss you. Soemtimes I pick up the phone and go to call you but then I remember. I could really use a talk to you. But this letter is about as close to you as I can get right now. Well anyway her name is Audrey. She's that gir Hannah's friend. She moved in a couple months ago. We've grown closer. I finally told her that I love her. You know how hard that is for me. Trust is hard. Dad told me that he would be back and I trusted him. Fuck him he's a piece of shit anyway. Sorry I'm getting out of hand. But I love ya mom. I hope one day we will meet again. But heart is getting worse though. The alcohol and cigarettes aren't making it better. But I can't stop. You know how that works. Well anyway I should get to bed mom. Goodnight love you mum.

-Hazza

The tears build up in the corners of my eyes.

Till I saw feet.

" what are you writing"

I flip the paper over.

" secret" I fake smile.

" lemme see"

" no" I hide the note

We laid back in bed and fell asleep.

12:30 am.

Audrey Smith

" so your telling me that you heard me and Niall having sex." Hannah says acting surprised.

" yes and we also yelled over and over again" Harry answer dramatically.

" you think big dick frat boy Niall Horan would have sex with her" he points to Hannah.

We all start laughing.

" big dick huh" I tease.

" yes ash Hannah" he says immediately slapping his mouth.

Hannah looks down smirking and pinching her nose.

" told ya" Harry teases.

We all start laughing.

Me and Harry go to the balcony.

" hey we'll remember that the next time we hear you guys." Niall shouts from the couch.

" yeah" Hannah agrees.

" I'm sure you will" I says back.

We head to the balcony and lit a cigarette. Wel Harry does.

" don't you want one" he asked me, holding out the pack.

" no I don't really like smoking."

" but you do it all the time"

" yeah but only for coping, it's hard to explain"