Style [H.S]

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Harry styles

I wake up my eyes wattery as usual. She usually up before me I wonder why not today. Must be tired.

I shrug hopping out of bed. I walk to the bathroom and turn on the hot water. I hop in doing my usual stuff. At the end of my shower I like to face the shower head, looking down letting the warm water run down my neck and back.

Once I'm done I get out and brush my teeth. And get a glass of water. I head back to the bed room to check on Audrey. She was in bed reading something. She looked up at my presence and smiled.

"Morning" she said softly.

I jump on the bed laying my head on her chest under the book so I could see it.

"Whatcha reading?" I ask greening at her. She was so pretty without trying. Maybe I was just sickly in love with her.

"Poems, wanna read one?" She answers. Running a hand through my wet hair followed by a kiss.

"Read me one."

She clears her throat dramatically.

"Real love doesn't meet you at your best. It meets you in your mess." She reads while her eyes flash down at me every once and a while.

"What doesn't that supposed to mean." I ask in confusion.

"Basically that you should have to try hard to impress someone into loving you."

"Well you impress me everyday" I say flipping around smiling like a child.

I lean in a give her a few pecks before latching with her hands pulling her out of bed.

She was wearing my jersey and a pair of shorts.

I pull her hard enough for her to latch her legs around my waist.

I walk her to the bathroom. When we get in there she grabbed a box full of bottles of skincare. I set her down watching her do all of this.

"Hey do you know what today is?" I ask looking at her in the mirror.

"Monday?" She says mumbled by the toothpaste in her mouth.

"No, try again?"

"The 8th?"

"No it's the day where we let ourselves go! We have fun for a while. All of us go out on a ride and go get food. Niall suggested a gas station. Gross right. But I want a slushee so I said yes! And I know how much you like ice cream so it's there to!" I ramble her eyes on me the entire time.

She washes out her mouth and flips around.

"Sounds great! Let me get changed."

I head downstairs to see everyone ready.

"Finally you're up! Where's Audrey?" Niall whines.

"Oh cry me a river, she's getting dressed."

A few minutes later she walks down. We all hop up. It was me, Audrey, Gigi, Zayn, and Hannah. All in a car. The others rode in a different car.

Audrey smith

Getting changed

I search for a outfit but while I was shuffling through draws I found a note.

It was in Harry's writing, and it was to his mother.

Maybe I shouldn't read this. But I couldn't help myself. My stomach goes sick and I read.

Hey mom it's me again. I think I found someone. She's perfect. But she found out about my panic attacks. You know how scared I am of that. But she saved me. Like the hero she is. She reminds me of you. So I took her to the Waffle House we always went to. I hope your not mad but we sat in our booth. I showed her out mark though so that she knows who's it was first. But I almost broke down. I miss you so much. I know most people know me as tough and dark like that. But I really do miss you. Soemtimes I pick up the phone and go to call you but then I remember. I could really use a talk to you. But this letter is about as close to you as I can get right now. Well anyway her name is Audrey. She's that girl Hannah's friend. She moved in a couple months ago. We've grown closer. I finally told her that I love her. You know how hard that is for me. Trust is hard. Dad told me that he would be back and I trusted him. Fuck him he's a piece of shit anyway. Sorry I'm getting out of hand. But I love ya mom. I hope one day we will meet again. But heart is getting worse though. The alcohol and cigarettes aren't making it better. But I can't stop. You know how that works. Well anyway I should get to bed mom. Goodnight love you mum.

-Hazza