Choices (Glee fanfiction) {Completed}

Chapter 16

-Santana pov-
It has been 5 days since the charity thing. Everything was finally looking up. I was falling for Quinn more and everyone was happy. I thought everyone was happy.

The next thing I knew was a unexpected occurrence. Brittany pulled away and so did Rachel. I am completely confused one why. I mean this was there decision!

They wanted us all together! They wanted me to be with Quinn! They wanted to see what could happen! Why are they pulling away now?!

They refuse to answer why to us. We are just in the dark and having to live. I have only been to Quinn's appointments lately. It has been hell not knowing about the duo.

I have spent everyday thinking about what happened. Rachel seemed so happy at the event. Brittany seemed a little off but that was it. The next day Brittany was better.

A day later they started to pull away. I have no clue what is happening anymore. I could have lost my kids and girls over something I did! But I will not know until they tell me.

The moms seem to know something too. They share looks when we are in the same room. I have tried to get them to talk but they do not open up. They always say I have to figure it out.

Everyday I try to do just that. Everyday I have been exhausting myself. Everyday I try and try. I can tell it is making Quinn sad.

I wish I could hold and help her. I wish I knew how to fix all of this. I wish I could be who they need me to be. I JUST HAVE NO CLUE WHERE TO RVEN START!

All I have is dark thoughts in my head. They are not the small ones either. These thoughts are the ones that hurt you. The ones that could hurt the people around you.

I just feel like I am not good enough anymore. I feel like I am the one who ruined everything. I feel like I am the one who destroyed their lives. I feel like I should just leave them all.

I look outside the window and see the bad snow storm. They have not classified it as a blizzard yet. It is hard to see but I bet I could drive it. I could get away from everyone and it would all be fine.

I get off the bed and walk to the closet. I pull out some clothes and stuff them into a backpack. I walk over to the mini fridge and steal some nonperishable items. I grab a good jacket and my keys.

I look around the room as I head out. I silently head to my mom and dads room next. I have a few tears fall at the pictures. They love me so much.

I take a deep breath and walk out of the room. I sneak downstairs and look at the old photos. The last photo I see is newer. It is the girls and me holding ultrasound copies.

I hear the laughter from the living room and take my shot. I sneak to the garage and manually open the door. If I automatically did it I would alert someone. Luckily my car is far enough back it should not be heard.

I take a deep breath before getting into it. I start it up and slowly leave the garage. Once out I slowly close the door again. I look at the house the raised me while I drive away.

This is the right choice for them. They can finally all be happy. I will not ruin anyone's life anymore. They can finally be free.

This is what they need from me.

-Quinn pov-
"So can we talk now?" I look at Rachel and Brittany "It has been almost a week since we have"

"Yeah let me go get Santana" Rachel smiles and looks at Brittany "Go get the surprise!"

"Surprise?" They nod as they sneak away "I thought we were in trouble"

"No" I look at Daniel who smiles "They wanted to surprise you two with something but wanted to also tease you two"