Choices (Glee fanfiction) {Completed}

Chapter 9

-Santana pov-
Everything is so hectic right now. Quinn and I barely formed a duet before today's meeting. I had to help three girls while they vomited last night. I got no sleep at all.

I just want to be in bed and asleep. It was one thing when I was just with one of them. Having all three together is hell. I would not change it for anything in the world though.

"So I wanted to talk to you" I yawn and look over at Kurt "Is everything ok?"

"I am tired" I rub my temples and sigh "What is up?"

"How far along see the girls?" I feel my body tense and my eyes go wide "Santana?"

"Uh they...it has been...well" It was before school right? "They should be two months right? It was the party so..yeah two months"

"Two months and Rachel is showing like she is?" I nod and then raise my eyebrows at his expression "Do you have any twins in your family? Like current or in the past?"

"Yes" I look down at Rachel and his questions click "You are not suggesting she has twins right? Cause I really do not know how that would go"

Kurt puts a hand on my shoulder "It will be fine" I look at him and he smiles "You have a whole family behind you"

I nod and he goes over to Mercedes. Now I have the idea of twins in my head. Maybe I am way too over my head in this. Am I really who they need for the kids?

"Alright!" Will walks in with a big smile "Who is up first for the duets?"

Rachel's hand is up and Brittany is already heading to the piano. They both look so happy and beautiful. The baby glow really shows on these girls. How did I get so lucky and unlucky?

-Rachel-Brittany-Both-
You make me feel so young
You make me feel so spring has sprung
And every time I see you grin
I'm such a happy individual

The moment that you speak
I wanna go play hide-and-seek
I wanna go and bounce the moon
Just like a toy balloon

You and I are just like a couple of tots
Running across the meadow
Picking up lots of forget-me-nots

You make me feel so young
You make me feel there are songs to be sung
Bells to be rung and a wonderful fling to be flung

And even when I'm old and gray
I'm gonna feel the way I do today
'Cause you make me feel so young

You make me feel so young
You make me feel so spring has sprung
And every time I see you grin
I'm such a happy individual

The moment that you speak
I wanna go play hide-and-seek
I wanna go and bounce the moon
Just like a toy balloon

You and I are just like a couple of tots
Running across the meadow
Picking up lots of forget-me-nots

You make me feel so young
You make me feel there are songs to be sung
And bells to be rung
And a wonderful fling to be flung

And even when I'm old and gray
I'm gonna feel the way I do today
'Cause you, you make me feel so young

You make me feel so young
You make me feel so young
Ooh, you make me feel so young

We all clap as they take their bows. I zone out when they sit down and think. I just can not shake my thoughts away. I ruined these girls lives so bad.

"You going to ever get out of there?" I look over at Quinn confused "You have not ruined our lives ok? We are all happier now than we were"

"You all had futures" I sigh and look at Tina as she sings her part "I just do not understand how I could mess up this bad"