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In today's OS, y/n has the ability to sense other's feelings and emotions, and also to influence other's feelings (I explain it here in case you don't understand while reading the OS haha)
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~~~~~~~~~~~~You can feel in advance that among the flood of emotions that you usually feel when entering a room, a touch of sadness and anger is more present and intense than the previous days. As you enter, you spot Thor trying to play a Midgardian card game with Steve and Loki, standing tense, peering through the glass walls of the Stark Tower. The two Asgardians hadn't been here for long: Thor had only returned to Midgard for a few weeks, accompanied, much to everyone's surprise, by Loki. At the time, the Avengers did not know what to think of the arrival of Reindeer Games, they began to argue over Loki's motives. You didn't believe in a so-called plan to attempt to seize power over Midgard again. All you had to do was observe them for a few moments, capture their energy and study them: a certain wave of anger surrounded them but nothing that would push them to stray from the right path again. They were sad and in mourning and that apparently motivated them to be worthy of the trust their brother now placed in them. You had only said a few words then, firmly, causing silence as the team turned to you.
"I can trust them. I can feel it."
The Avengers had looked at you with wide eyes before looking at Loki again and left it there, trusting your powers. The Asgardian meanwhile had looked at you, surprised. They hadn't looked at you meanly, but with respect and curiosity through their serious gaze.
You had pierced it up to date, and that from the start. But today their mood is different, but you are too far away from them to identify it precisely. You slowly walk toward them, passing by Thor and Steve.
"I wouldn't do that if I were you, they're in a terrible mood today," the God of Thunder whispers to you when he understands your intentions.
You don't answer him, only giving him a mischievous smile and continuing on your way.
You stay silently next to Loki, standing, staring at the horizon, arms crossed. Loki looks in your direction with a cold gaze, looking ready to stab anyone with the nerve to come and disturb their loneliness. But the second he realizes it's you, you feel their gaze soften before returning to their usual seriousness. Loki seemed to hate everyone's company here. Everyone except you. They were trying to hide it but you could tell by their energy that they were less defensive with you. You smile innocently towards the horizon as they continue to stare at you.
"I don't really want to talk today y/n." They tell you
"I know. There's no need to talk. Sometimes the energy is better than 1000 words, don't you think?" You answer with a smile.
They don't respond but you see a sparkle of amusement in their eyes as a very slight smile draws on their lips.
After a while, you realize that the room is silent: Thor and Steve are gone, seeing that you were, in a way unknown to them, appeasing Loki. Time has passed quickly, without any of you realizing it. You can tell by the setting sun which is pointing the tip of its nose. You look up at Loki and suddenly without realizing what you're doing, you briefly kiss them on the cheek before quickly looking at the horizon again. Loki turn to you in shock, their mouth open in amazement as they frown.
"What was that ?" they ask, looking outraged, almost disgusted.
"Affection." you respond without being dismayed, analyzing his energy to find out more about their reaction.
They are surprised and shocked at first, still frowning, but you feel that it has basically assuaged their sadness.
"Ugh, that's distgusting." they start. Then they look at you, with a softer look. They seem to be thinking. "Do it again please."
You scrunch your nose happily before kissing them again on the cheek. They smile and their eyes shine. They then lean towards you and kiss you on the cheek as well. You can then feel their scent come over you. You smile at them as they give a devastating smile back. They seem to think again and look you straight in the eye.
"Y / n, I have a question. I've been wondering this since the day we met."
"Yeah of course, go ahead what is it?"
"How did you manage to know that I was genderfluid? And never to misgender me? I did my little investigation and reading minds is not part of your powers the last I heard, and yet you knew to the minute we met. "
You laugh softly.
"I cannot indeed read people's minds. But I can ... How to explain that. Feel the energies and feelings of people. By energies I mean that I can feel their feelings, their emotions but also their personality, including their gender. For example, today I felt that you are sad and angry but also that you do not feel particularly male or female. This is how I feel which pronoun I should use in order to gender you. " You explain gently with a smile.
They look at you with astonishment and surprise.
"You are amazing." They said quietly then, before looking suddenly embarrassed, realizing what they had just said and lowering their heads.
"I have a question too Loki." You announce, as they look up at you.
"Yes ?"
"Can you explain to me the reason for the sadness and anger that you constantly emit?" you ask soflty, afraid to have rushed them and to see them run away at any time.
"I -... Y / n, I- I blame myself on a daily basis." they begin, their voice starting to shake.
You put your hand on their shoulder, and unwittingly inflicts their emotions to help them feel calmer.
"What - What did you do?" they then ask abruptly.
You withdraw your hand, realizing your action. But then Loki gently grab your hand again and puts it back on their shoulder. They breathe a sigh of relief. You gently remove your hand from their shoulder, fixing them in their eyes, before placing it on their cheek this time. They put their hand in turn on yours and close their eyes before taking a deep breath.
"I helped my mother's death unwittingly. She's the only person who trusted me and I miss her. I blame myself every day for causing so much harm to one of the few people I showed affection to. There was also Thor but it was different. " They sob a little and they continue "The last thing I told her was that she was not my mother. While on the contrary she was only my adoptive mother, she had behaved like the best mother. possible for me. I miss her so much "
So, Loki let their barriers fall and collapse into your arms. They cry softly as you let them vent their pain, this time without trying to use your powers to calm their sadness. They had to evacuate, they had to face the sadness and then get better. When they finally managed to calm down, they straightened up and looked you deep in the eyes. Their broken gaze breaks your heart at first but then they lean towards you again, this time less fast and gently kiss your lips. You then feel his emotions invade you while they feel yours. Probably a new facet of your power, you thought.
A few minutes later, you had taken Loki to your room where they had laid down, their head against your chest. So, to help them sleep, you gently put your hand against their forehead to appease them. They take a deep breath and you can feel them instantly relax. You put a kiss on the top of their head, before you wait to be sure Loki is asleep.
You kiss him on the forehead once again before you fall asleep in your turn.
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GENDERFLUID LOKI IS HERE BITCHES
I wanted to use the other pronouns since the beginning, but I wasn't comfortable enough with my English. But it was really important to me to finally introduce Loki as genderfluid here.From now on, I will use all pronouns, he/him, they/them and she/her :)
I'm really happy to do so, so yeah haha
I really hope you liked this OS, if so, you can vote, it always light up my day :)Have a good day/night ✨
Eno
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Loki one shots (fluff and smut)
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