am i missing the pain
with nothing to add to these pages
am i missing the pain
grateful to have the quiet heart back in my throat
am i missing the pain
precious spit i swallow like treasure
am i missing the pain
bile has not bitten again
am i missing the pain
at peace quietly pausing these days neatly (feet together)
am i missing the pain
most of the time now tucked into soft rooms
am i missing the pain
while the world swirls by in electric blue ( so not my colour)
am i missing the pain
i miss the pain
it was consummate
