want
i look for you between the endless lines of now and then.
sightless through channels i still find you perfectly
and smell your dark as it hungers for me blindly,
yet in proportions vast and similar to my own.
i cannot do without you, not now not then.
you mirror my imperfections to perfection;
i know you draw me into you, you’ll never let me go without,
our hunger ever greater than we are.
what will we do now, what did we do then?
i know no fill, i am never satisfied of you.
i need you more than before
i need you
more
much
more
than
before.
want more
all i wanted was you
(and all i wanted was for you to want me too)
the only one i could see was you
(why could i not be the only one that you saw too)
i wanted to feel only you
(so why could you not feel my feeling for you too)
all i dreamed of was you
(were your dreams all about me too)
i loved how you messed with my head
(now i just wish we can remember what it was we said)