🚨WARNING MENTION OF PANIC ATTACK, INSOMNIA, NIGHTMARES, HYPERVENTILATING, TORTURE AND CHILD ABUSE 🚨
IF YOU FEEL TRIGGERED BY ANY OF THIS SUBJECTS PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS ONE SHOT.
Lilibeth POV
It was movie night in the tower and we were all reunited in the loving room. I was laying next to mom with my head on her lap. She was playing with my hair, I knew what she was trying to do. My mom was trying to make me fall asleep since she knows that I hadn't sleep good in weeks. I look up at her and when she notice she look down at me "I know what your trying to do and let me tell you mama" I grab her hand and place it around my waist instead and connected our fingers together "it's not going to happen" I whisper to her scrunching my nose. She frowned and raised one eyebrow "Malyshka you haven't slept well, come on just this once. I'm going to be here. Just please get some rest, for me" she was pleading me, I couldn't blame her though, she is my mom and is just concerned about me, that's her job after all. "Alright fine, but let's go to my room please" She smiled at me and nodded. We stand up and say our goodnight and made our way to my room. When we got there she got in first and prepared the bed for me to lay in. I stood leaning on the wall, while she finish. When she did, she sit down with her back resting on the head of the bed (😂 my apologies if that is not the name for that part of the bed) and padded the other side of the bed to signal me to go and lay down with her. I look at her with one eyebrow raised and chuckled "You got to be kidding me" "What? To big to sleep with mama" she teased me with a childish voice. I let out a sarcastic laugh and crossed my hands on my chest "Very funny mom. I'm not going to sleep with you" my mom rolled her eyes and sighed "Fine I'm not going to stay with you tonight" She stand up of the bed and stood in front of me and put my face on her hands. She look at me and her eyes reflected love and worry "Promise me that you going to try and get some sleep" I put my hands on the back of hers and started to rub them slowly. I give her a smirk and said "No promises, but I tried my best" She give me a kiss on the forehead and pull away "Night honey, I will go back downstairs with the others, call me if you need anything" I nod and when she got out of the room I close the door and lean on it I sigh "Even if I want to, I can't go to sleep mom. I can't go back to that place" I whisper to myself. I walk to my bed and jump on it, with a book on hand, I started to read. All of a sudden I started to feel tired and my eyes were threatened to close. I was fighting with the sleep until I couldn't anymore. Even if I didn't wanted to, I fall asleep.
Lilibeth Nightmare (memory)
A younger Lilibeth find herself on a cell laying on a metal bed with a small skinny mattress. She was whimpering and sobbing silently, the bad people just finish with another of there training routines and she was hurting. Her ankle she was pretty sure it was twisted and her entire body was cover with cuts and bruises. She didn't want this anymore, she wanted to be with her mama, but she knew better than call for her. If she did, they bring her mama to her but only so they can use her to make Lilibeth obey there commands. Threatening her with they were going to kill her if she didn't do want they ask. Footsteps make her put her thoughts away and stand up straight and with a poker face on. Before the person enter, she wipe her face making sure there was no tears left. When the guard enter he make his way to her and took her by the hand and push her abruptly out of the cell and through the hallways until getting to a door. She have never seen that door before, but even if she wanted to question were she was, she didn't do it. One of the things that her mother taught her before they took her away from her was to not question anything and do everything they said. "Ah, so this is the child of the famous Black Widow, Natalia Romanova Alianova" A man came closer to her and kneel down to her level. He study you for a while and then he spoke "Your going to be our next best creation little one" He stand up and signal to one of his guards, he took her and place her on a metal table. By now she was scared and didn't care about anything else that wanting to know what they were going to do to her "What are you doing? STOP, PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE. I WANT MY MAMA. MAMA!!!! MAMA!!!MAMA HELP ME PLEASE!!!" A guard came to me and slap me on the face "SHUT UP, OR YOU ARE GOING TO REGRET WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN TO YOU IF YOU DON'T STOP" little Lilibeth shut up, afraid of what could happen to her or even to her mama if she didn't. She was strapped to the table and could see a machine with a lot of needles coming close to her. "NO PLEASE NO, NO NEEDLES NO" she shouted but nobody listen. They just ignored her, all of a sudden she starts to feel the needles under her skin and let out a loud scream of pain. When the liquid started to make effect, she started to stirred on the table screaming and crying because of the pain. She felt her skin burning slowly inside, she felt like fire was running trough her veins. She couldnt with the pain anymore, but the people around her didn't care. They were about to do it again but she fainted. Nothing but darkness she could see.
Ending of nightmare
