i havent slept at night in like 4-5 days. i havent eaten a full 3 meals a day in longer. i feel really bad but i dont want to burden people. i dont want to die but im tired of living, im tired of doing so many tasks everyday. chores, showering, cooking, just existing in general.
anyways time for the good things vs bad things again
good things
• i had dinner last night
• i drank a bit of water
• i took a nap yesterday
bad things
• i diddnt sleep again last night
• havent had any water today
• ive picked off 3 mosquito bite scabs
• i want to cry but i cant
• i just feel numb
heh more bad things than good things so thats bad. lol obvioysly
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mental heath jornal thingy
Non-Fictionbasicly what this is is im gonna write from time to time how ive been and my emotions and maby if i need advice people could comment but like you dont have too
