𝑀𝑆.𝑂𝐿𝑆𝐸𝑁 [𝑊𝐿𝑊]

The unknown - 21

- Sometimes the sun might seem bright,and the night might seem too dark,but there's no point in witnessing,the beauty of peace if you can't enjoy it for a while. -

Evelyn's POV •

I couldn't stop my brain from thinking,or stressing myself out,and different scenarios kept playing right before my eyes.

I don't feel scared,or in danger,i don't feel anything,and it's whats making me lose it.

Taking deep breath's in and out,tapping on our conversation chat.

What am i going to say,why am i thinking of her at this time,it's too crazy,i mean i was just a fling right.

So no worries i ca-

Her text vibrated my phone and my eyes didn't notice she was online.

"Do you hate me?"she texted

As much as my heart wants to reply but my brain takes over, -enough damage-

"Eve Please say something"i read it and close my eyes

"I need time" i sent the message and made sure she received it.

It passed midnight im in my bed and keva is asleep beside me,Adam told me he's going to be later than usual tonight,and it didn't concern me much.

Kevas hands found their way to my face, and i cuddle my little girl, and sleep it off wishing for clarity in the morning.

••••••••

My eyes snapped open when i felt a weight collide against my stomach like a freaky baby in my guts

But it was out of my guts which made it even worse,it was like getting chocked i couldn't breath properly for seconds.

I breathe hard and shoot keva a look"missing your days in my belly aren't you"

She just giggles and jumps on the bed, and i sigh getting off the messy bed.

She follows knowing the routine,shower,breakfast,kindergarten.

"What should we have for breakfast today"i ask her already knowing the answer

"P-pancakes please"

I smiled taking the ingredients out,measuring and sizing.

Taking my time since i got brutally woken from my sleep it was a peaceful one.

I place kevas plate in front of her add her favorite strawberry syrup and Mangos and bananas to the side.

"I'll take my shower now"i Announced seeing Adam sitting he smile's at me and i hardly fake a satisfied one.

•••••••

I entered my hall per usual and started my lecture,avoiding her gaze every now and then.

First lecture was over and it's time for the quizzes sheets to be passed.

"Everyone just take your time and choose wisely, and good luck"my lips call out and i take my seat

10 minutes passed while Grading and checking my emails,glaring at her way and each time our eyes connect,i snatch mine back.

Another weird filled with awkwardness 40 minutes,and the bell rings,i have all the students swarming out after placing their exam sheet on my desk.

I motioned for her to stay behind,and i felt hesitation in her behavior.

Closing the door beforehand,and leaning on the board stool,i take more deep breath's in.

"Don't puch yourself,i understand if you don't want to see me again"she spoke looking down

As much as i wanted to deny it,i couldn't fake my disappointment,nor emotions,my heart is lounging for her touch and how she makes me feel,but my head is telling me otherwise.

"From What i understood your an assassin,for a powerful company up high,you were recruited since you were a baby,as much as it doesn't make sense,i want to know why you didn't tell me"

She clears her throat"you wouldn't understand me just as right now"

"It wouldn't hurt you if you tried,I've trusted you around my kid, and i would've liked if you told me"

She stands in front of me "im terribly sorry,i wish that you'd forgive me"

"There's nothing much to say,not that i don't care but be safe"

"I'll need to know who started all of this so i can end it myself,there isnt much to be safe for"she finished

Her phone buzzes interrupting again and i let her off , she leaves the hall,leaving me confused and thinking of the worst never going to occur scenarios.