Failure...
Something i feel too much...
I thought it wouldn't be able to take control. I thought i could never disappoint my own mother. I was wrong!
I have never been good at math ever! My sister is female Einstein with math, she would even do my math homework for me when all i asked was for some help understanding it in elementary.
I'm in high school now and i still don't understand, doesn't help that last school year was virtual due to a stupid pandemic. The teachers would basically lecture us until class was over and i DON'T do good with retaining what i learn when 1. I don't understand it! And 2. I can't ask a question for them to break it down and use dummy words.
I try and try and try to understand and i do the best i can, but no matter what it isn't good enough.
Try harder
Your not trying hard enough
Do you wanna lose all your friends?
Your going to fail
Your doing this to yourself
These words circle around in my head on repeat. I used to fight them but now i just listen and accept it. No reason to fight it anymore.
It's whatever
YOU ARE READING
It's Whatever
Randomjust a book where i write sad angsty things i feel, very deep stuff. Sometimes maybe some happy things like love or just really happy things
