Ah yes something that everyone has. Something that makes it hard to go through a day. The one thing that tears me apart and makes me push my friends away so i won't get hurt again.
I'm hurting and the voice in my head is all too familiar. The voice has saved me once or twice, but now i just want to escape it!! Why can't I escape it?! I'm at a constant war with myself fighting the voice that holds me prisoned.
"Calm down"
"Stop overthinking stuff"
"Your fine"
"You need to relax"
"Chill"
All these words repeatedly told to me but I CAN'T do those things!!!! I try and try and try but i can never do it!!! I'm stuck in this prison of words and my own creation.
Maybe I'll never escape these walls that hold me captive but....
It's whatever
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It's Whatever
Randomjust a book where i write sad angsty things i feel, very deep stuff. Sometimes maybe some happy things like love or just really happy things
