It's Whatever

Love

Something everyone either has in their life or wants. A basic feeling we all know from a young age whether we have felt it or not.

It can hurt really bad or feel amazing. I wasted love twice for those who didn't deserve it, but now I have found someone who gets it all. 4 months ago we started dating at 10:55 in the morning. Greatest day of my life!! I cried that who class, Happy tears of course. I couldn't believe this angelic soul wanted to be with me forever and love me every second of their life. I still to this day am in awe at how not once has their love for me wavered due to all the obstacles we have faced. Their love has grown and keeps growing for me. Is this what true love really feels like?!

The storybooks weren't lying when they made it sound magical. True love is like be on cloud 9, your at a constant high.😂 Their love becomes your drug and the only drug you want forever. The butterflies never go away and that electric spark you get when they touch you never leaves either. You at a constant high when your with them but at the same time so very calm. If your someone who suffers with really bad anxiety where meds don't take it all away, be prepared to feel what it is like to truly have no anxiety when in their arms. It is such a weird but amazing feeling to have no anxiety and feel so unbelievably safe on their arms or just their presence. Falling asleep around them gives you the best sleep of your life. You trust them more than your best friend! They heal your heart and cure your depression and anxiety.

For those have stuck around and read my bio or your an friend of mine you know I have ptsd. What if I were to tell you that they cure it. I'm being dead serious btw. Night terrors go bye bye, triggers start to go bye bye, your trust starts to come back. Flashbacks starts to go bye bye and  while I can't promise all of this will happen for everyone cause ptsd is different for each person, but it has for me.

If you like to sing but can never sing in front of anyone including your BFF, you'll figure out that you can sing with no problems in front of your true love or soulmate.

Crushing on them is so different than anything else. You feel this pull towards them. Your attracted like a magnet to them. You both feel it too!!! God the way it feels when you finally make contact is something so incredible! I don't how to describe it other than it feels like paradise or heaven. They become your #1 weakness. Every message and time your with them or thinking of them makes you truly happy and sometimes very giddy. I personally go all child like when I get overly happy from them. Each time their name pops up on my screen I simply just go all giddy and baby like.

SMILING IS NEVER IMPOSSIBLE AROUND THEM OR THINKING OF THEM!!! You can't fake one or hide it if you tried and if you can them obviously they aren't the right one. If your someone who doesn't smile much that will change quickly. Your phone gallery will be a museum of them your you together. If you don't take selfies well that will change when it comes to them. You would take then for them.

No one is ever attractive to you again other than them. Then again why would you want someone else when they are everything you want and more?!

I'm sorry for going on a rant but like I'm so happy rn and I feel like someone out there is questioning their relationship or questioning what to look for when they are on their search for the one and only.

I really hope this helps someone or tons of people! Please make sure you take care of yourself and show yourself some love cause self love is important and you deserve it!

True love is so totally whatever