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Chapter 4.-jealousy, jealousy.

The two boys are now In a full blown relationship. Nobody else knows, though. Because in this school, if you are gay, that's the end for you. End of your popularity, end of your friends, end of your reputation.

Now that their relationship has started, they now go to each other's houses a lot more. Liam still hasn't accepted his sexuality yet. He just can't accept it. As they are lounging, cuddling hoping his room, the doorbell rings. They both walk to the door. Lyncon then opens it and out bursts kuper. He immediately starts kissing his neck and Adam's apple. Lyncon looks embarrassed and shifts his head to the side. Kuper then slips his tounge on his Adam's apple eroticly. As this happens, Liam's jaw hangs open and ND tears fill his eyes. He suddenly bursts out into the street, and into the rain. The contrast of the hot tears and cold rain is blinding. His eyelashes seem to form dew on them. He runs all the way home. All the way home.

TIME SKIP

at the next day at school Liam avoided Lyncon. He couldn't help himself. His heart ached with every step and the tiniest thing that went wrong could set off the waterworks. And the worst part was, he couldn't tell anyone because he had to keep the relationship a secret. He had to hold it all in all day. After 3rd period, Liam ran to the boys bathroom. He stood in front of the sink. He felt so weak in the stomach loke he was going to throw up. But he couldn't. Instead, he just cried. So many glossy tears streaming down his face. Then that sadness turned into anger. He bared his teeth at the mirror. But he was not mad at Lyncon, but at himself. In a fit of jealous rage, he balled a fist and crashed the mirror in. "I'M NOT A F*GOOOT!!!!!" It  shattered to smithereens. He messily grabbed the biggest peice and ran toward kuper. "I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY FRIEND. YOU BETRAYED ME." "It's not my fault. You're the one messing with me." "EVER SINCE YOU STARTED HANGING OUT WITH YOU NEW LITTLE FRIEND GROUP YOU THINK YOU'RE BETTER THAN EVERYONE. BUT YOU'RE NOT." Liam raised the glass mirror piece and was about to strike when a realization hit him. Kuper finched. Then was startled. "W-why are you-" Kuper stuttered. "Go." "I don't-" tears filled Liam's eyes. His eyes clenched as he stood there, squeezing the glass peice so tightly it was cutting his skin and thick red blood was pouring down his hand."just go."