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Chapter 5.-feelings

The next month after school Liam decides to confront Lyncon. They step out into the school football feild and stand there in silence. Liam looks at the ground in shame and embarressment. He finally starts to speak up. "Hold my hand, please..." Lyncon stares at his outstretched hand. His eyes gloss over. And he hesitantly takes his hand. He caresses his hand slowly. Liam lets go, and grabs Lyncon by the waist. "I..like you the most." His voice cracks from how strong his emotions are right now. "I like you more than my mom and dad." Lyncon stares in pure sadness. "You're my favorite person in the world." "What about you?" He bites his lip in a mix of pure heartache and nervousness. Lyncon looks away, ashamed of himself. "Please.. stop this nonsense.. we have to get home." Lyncon says all choked up. "You have feelings for that guy?.. Kuper?" Lyncon gulps down tears. "I.. don't want you to. I want it to be just you and me. Because.." Heavy tears fall down Liam's face. "I.. just don't like it." "Just me.. please." Lyncon is standing there in pure guilt as they wrap thier arms across each other. Liam rests his face on Lyncon's navy blue sports jacket, and Lyncon rests his chin on his head."Stop.. making me get my hopes up about us.." "I love you." "I love you, and you're only mine." He then lifts his chin and kisses his forehead. "I didn't appreciate when you avoided me later." Lyncon jokes. Liam laughs and shuts his eyes and falls asleep on his lap.

The next thing he knows is he is sleeping in Lyncon's bed under the covers. Lyncon walks over. "I cut all my connections with Kuper on social media and I'm never talking to him ever again." Lyncon sits down on the bed. "Did you carry me all the way to your house?" Asks Liam. "Yeah. You are a pipsqueak so it wasn't hard." Liam rolled his eyes.

The next day Kuper texts Liam on instagram.

K: why did Lyncon block me?
K: respond.
K: hello?
L: we want nothing to do with you. You betrayed me and lyncon.
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