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The Hopeless Case

They say we fall in love with three people in our lifetime...

Our first love
- this love often happens at a young age. You eventually grow apart, call it quits over silly things. When you grow older you may look back and think it wasn't love. But the truth is, it was. It was love for what you know love to be.

Then there's our second love. The hard one...you get hurt in this one. This love teaches us lessons and makes us stronger. This love includes great pain, lies, betrayal, abuse, drama and damage. But this is the one where we grow. We realise what we love about love and what we don't love about love. Now we know the difference between good and bad partners. Now we become closed, careful, cautious and considerate. We know exactly what we want and what we don't want.

Then there's our third love...this comes blindly- NO WARNING, it creeps on you silently. You don't go looking for this love. It comes to you, you can put any wall up you want. It'll be broken down...You'll find yourself caring about this person without trying. They look nothing like your usual crush types. But you are lost in their eyes daily, you see beauty in their imperfections. You hide nothing from them. You want marriage and family with them, you thank the universe for them, you truly love them.

- First day reporting at work:

Zssarie my friend who convinced me to apply at the hospital she's working at and now we're seeing each other as colleagues. She is a complete package dude. She owns an Enduro motorcycle.
The bikes have long travel suspension and are known to be durable over long distances. The large engine is not always an advantage though, and the riders that usually race in the Enduro championships prefer small bikes that are light and easily maneuverable. She is not a racer, I think she bought it because it's her type mainly to show off that she's a frondeur. She might be this way but she is a softy when it comes to her crushes. This dude is unstoppable when it comes to girls. (Hahaha)

She saw me just in time while I was plodding my way through the corridor, lost and fidgety. She ushered me and gave a quick tour inside the hospital.
While passing through the Pediatric ward, a tall guy with a slightly muscular body, clean hair cut who has sparkling eyes and cute dimples caught my attention. I temporarily forgot that I was there to work not to fish for a future partner. Zsarrie noticed the undeniable in awe expression on my face. She was astonished, it was my first day and instead of paying attention, a guy caught my attention... such a great distraction.

"Dude, keep your head on work". Zsarrie is elbowing me scolding me like a kindergarten child who isn't paying attention to her teacher. I was daydreaming telling her dude, I've officially lost it...I think he's going to be my next mistake...