𝟳 𝗟𝗶𝘃𝗲𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝗔𝗵𝘀𝗼𝗸𝗮 𝗧𝗮𝗻𝗼

on naboo

Welcome back.

In this first life, you shall see what would have happened to her if the Force had not realised her sheer importance in Anakin's life. It seems the force underestimated his attachments as well.

I am getting off track.

It's time for life one.

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TW:
Suicide

'Death wants you to be terrified, but the scariest thing is wanting it.'

This Ahsoka is peacefully born in 36BBY.

She is still raised by her mother and fathers hands, before she is taken off their hands by Master Plo.

She still grows up under the tutelage of Jedi, and she still spends her childhood on a war front.

The change, however, is how it ends for her.

Although she has her clone brothers and Anakin there to help her, she keeps everything to herself.

All that grim emotion bubbles up inside of her, and the example of Anakin proves that no matter how skilled, it's impossible to keep it all in.

Barriss still bombs the Jedi Temple and Ahsoka is still framed by her friend.

She still leaves the Jedi Order after being expelled but that is where the similarities stop.

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After leaving, Ahsoka ventures deep into the underworld and finds herself a job as a mechanic.

After a few months she buys a apartment, and although rather small and trashy she makes it work.

She volunteers at food shelters and uses spare money to buy food, clothes and water for the homeless.

Even when she doesn't have anything to give, she stops by and brings up conversation.

One day, a truthfully bad day at work, Ahsoka snaps.

Every little emotion Ahsoka kept in is gushing out, and Ahsoka isn't able to understand that she has shattered.

She storms home and doesn't talk to any of the people littered on the streets.

She slams her front door shut, locking in and stalks over to the bathroom cabinet.

She pulls out a razor blade.

She goes into her bedroom, closes that door too, lies on her bed, and brings the blade to her skin.

It seems to be the Forces cruel irony that Torrent Company, accompanied by Anakin had a mission in the underworld.

They are approached by a man, stating that one of his friends had not come to see him which is abnormal behaviour for her.

Anakin trusts what he's saying, and they go to her house.

They knock 3 times, and there is no answer, and Anakin nods his head at a few clones and they smash the door down.