When The Moon Laid Eyes To The Sun: Full Moon

[Chapter 92]

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= Her Presence

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×•× Blair's Point of View

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" Blair.. Blair!"

The feeling of falling into the deep sleep, I feel like it's my mind who's making such an imagination or hallucination of voice

But I am almost asleep, and I even thought that it may be my dream

" Blair! Wake up! "

I slowly open my eyes with a blurry vision as I look around the dim and pitchy dark bedroom with the only moonlight ray that's giving a little light from the open balcony

I stood up from laying into sleep, as the comforter covers my arms

It is a little bit cold with this night as I turn my head to the crib of Dale, I saw her sleeping sweetly with the hanging toys above the crib swinging a little with the air passing through from outside as I felt a relieve after I saw her sleeping peacefully

That call is not giving me a creep or a chill on my skin, neither have that feeling when I heard it the second time

When I feel the different flow of the wind, I felt something different...

My eyes are looking at the crib, and I turn to the direction infront of my bed..

A girl with a white dress, a long wavy hair, with a flower crown who's sitting infront of me smiling with her red lips as I can see her whitish-pink skin with the light from the moon

As I was looking at her, I can see myself, like a mirror infront of me....

The resemblance, and the domain features of smiles and the eyes, made me realize of my self

" Blair, it's me!"

She then slowly hold my hands carefully from holding the blanket tightly

I am so confused, about her, and her presence

I can even thought if this is me I am looking at

" I'm Trixie "

After she spoke that name, my eyes suddenly begin to let out a tears of joy as she smiles at sweetly

The way I hold her hands is getting tighter than how she hold mine

" T-Trixie.. Is it r-really you? "

When I look at her, I suddenly remember everything that happened..

She died looking for his dad, but when it happened.. I live..

She must've be with Zumra, but I can't believe what I just did..

I can't tell when to start or how to say all of it..

" Yes, this is me! " she said calmly as she cupped my cheeks with her sweetest smile

" Trixie..I-I am so sorry, I knew why Dad left and

Z-Zumra and you must have be married or live happily together-- it shouldn't have ended like this -- I am so sorry I---"

" -- No, it's alright.. You don't need to say sorry"

I was stopped as what she said as she wipe my tears on my cheeks with her thumb

How can she be fine to this?

I can even look at her eyes that she is completely alright

" I knew that this would happen, it's no one's fault"

" Trixie, if y-you already knew what will happen--

w-why would you let this happen?"

I almost stuttered as I was still crying in front of her as she still cup my cheek

In just a moment she turn her head to the balcony as she slowly remove her hands on my cheeks, her eyes look at outside as I can see that she was looking at the moon with her smile

" I may be there with him in the beginning... But I am not the lady that's destined for him at the end " she said poetically as her smile didn't even fade away

" W-When I... When I first saw him, I can see how cold he was, the time I knew that he really missed you so much..."

"... I can see it in his eyes that you are irreplaceable to his heart b-but when I--.."

I just bow down my head as I embrace my legs that's bend as I lean my chin on my knee, I can see her turning her head to me

Like she was fine and waiting for my words

" But when I realize that he is loving me... I hesitated because it's beyond the law, and I always thought about you because you love each other since you were her lady..."

" You said that ' But when I realize that he is loving me' , that's when he start to open his heart and love again, know that he is in love with you as he escaped the suffer of agony"

I just look at her sadly after all of her sacrifice..

" I am now happy since he is out there finally happy"

I think I'm not..

" Trixie.. To be honest, I love... Him!" I said as I just close my eyes with my head at the side

" Blair, I am happy for you, I am happy about the both of you.. The Kingdom... And Zumra? I know that he loves you!"

I raise my head as I look at her with her vivacious smile as I smile with my teary eyes as I can feel her hand that's holding hers

" He loves you..."

" You...."

Her voice is echoing a little when the moonlight rays are scattering from the balcony, as I can see is the moon's light-ray

" Trixie..."

I moan as I slowly open my eyes with a blurry vision when I saw myself with my legs hanging on the corner of the bed

Was it just...