Highschool of War (Clash of Highschoolers)

Chapter 13:

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*Winter's POV*

Sh*t! What I have done?! I was supposed to be mean and made them hate me, but what happened? I make them more pitied to me!

Winter! You are being an idiot! I am a fool! Stupid! Stupid..

Sh-Shit..

"H-Help..." paghingi ko ng tulong habang naghihingalo..

"T-Tulong... Tulong please... Mom.." paiyak kong sabi.. As I close my eyes, I saw someone shouting my name..

"Winter! Damn it! Winter!" sabi ng lalaking tumatakbo papunta sakin..

When I tried to look at his face while running, everything is blurry. But I saw him with his Silver hair...

The one in my dream?! My anime crush..

"Winter.. Winter! Wake up! Winter! Its me!" he said while shaking me.

"Silver hair..Silver Eyes....Silver..." bulong ko.. and at that time I lose consciousness..

Life is unfair...My dreams and hopes fade because of it.. My Mom..My Brother..is gone because of me..My mom died of giving

birth to me..My Brother died because he sacrifice himself for me...One time I saw them in my dream,waving and smiling...

Comforting me even they already got hurted... Life is so Unfair.. or is it..

Am I the one who is unfair?

"Arle...I'm glad you are my daughter.." sabi ni mama while smiling.

"Mom..."

"Hey! Arle, Proud brother here! Stay living happy, okay?" my brother smiled..

Live happy? How can I live happy if I'm already living alone? No... Why are you smiling? Why are you proud to me? I'm a curse!

I cant even see your faces! I cant even know who you are anymore! Why am I being so weak?! No...Dont smile..Remove that Smile!

Hate me! Hate me please! After what I did to you..After what I have done...I am the reason to your death!!

"No.. Don't  touch me.. Don't touch me!!! Stay away from me!! Noooo!! Go away! Dont pull me to them! I dont want to kill you! No!!" I shouted at the top of my lungs.. They are pushing me to them..The knife.. They gave me a knife! They are forcing me! They are trying to make me kill them!!! Stop!! Stop!!!!!

"I said dont touch me... NOOOOO!!!" I cried and shout.. As I slash their chest.. I shouted more.. More... More!!!!!

"AAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!! No!! NO! aGGGHHH!!" I woke up shouting and shaking my head and crying aloud while holding my head..It hurts

...IT DAMN HURTS!!!

"Winter! Winter! Calm down! Winter!" sigaw ni Miranda na nagpapakalma sa'kin.. They are here... Since when?

"No! no no no no NO!!!! Don't touch me! Don't touch me! No please! I beg you! Don't touch me! Don't make me do this!!!" I said while pushing them away from me... It hurts... My heart hurts... I can't  do this anymore...