'TW: Self harm, smut!'
It's only two days until school starts again. George had the worst day of his life and had only been in his room. He didn't eat or drink. He could only cry even tho he had no tears left. After a few hours he decides to look at his phone.
nine missed calls from Karl and five messages.
George?
George where are you
Is there something wrong?
Did you find Clay?
GEORGE?!
He doesn't feel like texting or calling him so he just shuts off his phone and puts it on his bed. He looks at himself in the mirror. His eyes are swollen and red and he's shaking. Probably because he didn't eat all day.
He doesn't know anything that could make him feel better, but then something shoots his mind. He slowly walks to the bathroom and grabs a razor. Then he takes out a little knife and sits on the floor.
George takes a deep breathe and slowly starts making deep cuts on his wrists. It hurts. It hurts a lot, but he can't stop himself.
After a couple of cuts George puts down the knife and he falls asleep on the cold bathroom floor.
The next morning George wakes up to his phone ringing. It was Karl. This time the brunette manages to pick up the phone.
"George are you there?" Karl asks worried. "Yep. It's me" George answers with a tired voice. "Omg George I was so worried. Did you find Clay? Are you okay, is there something wrong?" George gets overwhelmed with questions.
"Yes I found Clay." George starts crying. "George what's wrong." "H- He cheated on m- me." George let out loud sobs. "I- I don't know what to say. Do you want me to come over?" "Y- Yes please." "Okay I'm on my way George. I'll be there in 5 minutes."
George quickly put away the knife and put on a large hoodie to cover his cuts.
Karl arrived and immediately gave George a hug. "Do you want to tell me what happened? You don't have to if you feel uncomfortable with it." George thinks for a moment but nods.
"Well when I went to the bathroom at the party two days ago." George's eyes started to tear up again and couldn't stop himself from crying. "Hey George it's okay if you don't wanna talk about it."
"No I need to tell someone what happened." George says quietly. "Okay, but take it easy. George nods and starts talking again. "So when I went to the bathroom at the party I saw Clay making out with another guy." George puts his head in his hands and lets out loud sobs.
"Why would he do that to you? You're literally perfect." "No." George cuts him off. "I'm not perfect Karl. I'm ugly and a mess and Clay clearly thinks the same."
"George please don't say that. Your beautiful the way you are and please let nobody make you think otherwise." "Thank you Karl." George says quietly.
"Uhm Karl. Can you please stay with me for tonight. I'm scared that when I'm alone I will hurt myself again." George can't believe he just said that to Karl and starts to panic.
"What do you mean 'again'? Karl asks confused. "George!" "It's nothing. I was just joking around, but do you wanna stay here or not?" George tries to change the subject. "Can I please see your arms?" "No." George says quickly."
"George please. You can trust me." Karl says with a calm voice. George knows he can trust Karl, but he still doesn't wanna show him his cuts. "Ugh fine."George says reluctantly. He rolls up his sleeve and sees the disappointing look on Karl's face. George feels embarrassed. He tries to hide his face in his hoodie but fails.
