We had lunch together. I asked him 'Rafe'. 'Yes molly'. 'What if we told the pogues and Sarah that we are together, it's just a suggestion.' He looked confused 'why......... can it not just be our secret?' I thought he would say that and the thought of sneaking around with Rafe was intriguing. I said 'yes but let's keep it a secret for awhile but then Rafe I want to tell them, they're my family.' He responded with 'ok babe whatever you want' and laughed and rolled his eyes. I threw my grapes at him and laughed at him. He got up and turned to throw his drink down the sink but turned and threw it at me. I was covered in apple juice. He had a big smirk on his face. He got his plate and I got mine and threw it at eachother. He ran after me with a tub of ketchup, throwing mushrooms at me. Ew I hate mushrooms. I ran into the bathroom. I turned on the shower and sprayed him with the water. He put me on his shoulders, me kicking my legs, and then threw me into the pool. The pool was so deep I couldn't even touch the ground. Then he jumped in and wiped the food off my face, he was going to kiss me but I went underwater and swam away. I couldn't stop laughing, he looked so confused. Then we took a shower... together, and went to a kook party.
We got there and everything was so fancy. I mean who ever designed the party needed a raise. I looked around and there were only rich people here and remembered he pogues wouldn't be here, it would have been fun with them as the party look hella boring, but it meant me and Rafe could just sit down together, no distractions and relax. Me and Rafe had a table to ourselves. He treated me like a queen. I drank the finest wine, it was disgusting by the way but I still drank it. Then Rafe brought me to the bread room. Apparently it's where rich people store all there bread. He opened this weird hatch on the floor and it had a stairs leading down further. He held my hand and led me down there. As we walked down further I could hear music getting louder. We got to the bottom and there was a full on party going on. He introduced me to everyone. They gave me beer, instead of upstairs where they gave me wine. Rafe siad 'I saw you were bored, thought I'd bring you down here'. He went off with his friend took two lines of coke and partied with me. I was drunk and he was drunk. We had the best night ever. When it was all over he brought me to a wooden cabin in a forest just behind where the kooks had the party. We could hardly walk inside we were that drunk and high. I collapsed on the floor as soon as we got in. I couldn't wait to lie down. He lay on the couch and straight to sleep we went.
I got up in the middle of the night, I couldn't remember anything and I didn't know where I was, I have to admit I was scared. I started panicking and tripped over a step and hurt my leg. I couldn't get up, I couldn't do anything only cry. I gave up and went to sleep.
