Kageyama Oneshots👑 (DISCONTINUED)

🤪👑 ~ Finally

Trigger Warnings:
Suicide
Depression
Child Abuse

Ship:

Kunimi Akira X Kageyama Tobio

Scenario:

Kunimi reads out Kageyamas final letter at his funeral, it was his final wish.

3rd Person PoV~

"To who finds this,

I'm sorry you have to see me like this. I don't know who you are, I don't know if I knew you, but I'm sorry.

Take this letter, and give it to the Karasuno Volleyball Team, okay? Let them have it from there.

Hinata, I'm sorry but I couldn't anymore, you were a great spiker and my best friend but don't be sad, make it nationals again for me, okay?

Yamaguchi, you'll make a great Captain in your third year, I know it. Just remember your the best of us, do that for me?

Tsukishima, you're an asshole, but I suppose you'll be a good vice captain or whatever. Just don't be too hard on tangerine, you got that?

Daichi, Suga, Asahi, I'm sorry I didn't live up to your expectations, don't be too angry at me, please?

Tanaka, tell your sister she's a menace in a car and that the trip to Tokyo traumatized me. You'll be a great Ace next year.

Noya-Senpai, your an amazing libero, also stop hiding your feelings even I noticed.

Ennoshita, Kinoshita, Narita, we never talked much, but have fun with the team next year, how much you wanna bet the new first years will be a handful like the rest of us?

Coach Ukai, you were the best coach I ever had, considering you never even wanted to be a coach.

Takeda, same goes for you, enjoy being the Volleyball Advisor, you're better than you think you are.

Don't read any further, give this letter to Aoba Johsai, specifically Oikawa, Iwaizumi-Senpai, Kindaichi and Kunimi, okay? This next part is just for them.

Is this in the hands of Aoba Johsai now? If anyone else is reading leave.

Now that it's just you guys, I hope you're happy.

Oikawa, what did I do to make you hate me so much? All I wanted was to practice, and learn from you, but you pushed me away, you almost hit me, you said so much that no one else knows about. Why?

Kindaichi, I know why you hate me, I get it, but you know why I became like that, you were the first person I'd told, you and Kunimi, so why did you say you didn't care and start leaving me?

Kunimi, you knew as well, you knew better than anyone, and yet when Oikawa, Kindaichi and everyone else at KitaDai did anything to me, you just stood there and watched. Every time, you were always there. Why?

Iwaizumi-Senpai, I actually have nothing to ask you, I just wanted to thank you, you made the first year of middle school livable, you helped me when Oikawa wouldn't, you protected me from the others outside of Volleyball club. Thank you.

I have one final request for you, Oikawa, Iwaizumi-Senpai, if you don't understand talk to Kunimi and Kindaichi, they'll get it. Give this note to my mother. Same address as before. Make sure she reads it, please?

Hello, Mother. I finally did what you've been asking me to do since I was 5 years old. I got up and stopped thinking. I got up that tree, and I stopped those thoughts. Are you proud of me now? Did I live up to your expectations? Who cares anymore, actually? At least I'll be with Grandpa, and Grandma, and Miwa and Papa, and I won't have to be with you anymore.

Goodbye. Oh and Kunimi? If I have a funeral, read this out at it okay? And explain, explain why even though I won't hear it. Someone has to know." Kunimi wiped the stray tears out of his eyes as he folded the letter back up and placed it in his suit pocket.

"Kageyama wished for me to tell you all this, I don't know why, but it's the least I could do for him now, after everything I didn't over the years. His mother was abusive, his father and sister died in a car crash when he was 5, he was in it too, and was the only survivor. His mother blamed him. He told me and Kindaichi in middle school when it started getting worse, we were in our second year. I went through something similar except with my father. When the others started to hurt him, I just stood by and watched, I never got involved either to help him or them, but after he passed out from the pain, I always took him to the school nurse, he never figured out it was me." Kunimi let slip a pained laugh, folding his lips into a strained smile.

"I loved him, I just wish I had the chance to tell him before it got too late."

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Mate this is so dark tf did I just write? I don't even know anymore

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