i'll probably stop journaling here because i'm slowly closing up more and i don't even want people who don't know my identity to hear my feelinfs. i'm so annoying i lashed out today because i was annoyed. i shouldn't have been so mad in my mind. i didn't lash out at lyla but at one point i kinda started to show visible irritation
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i'm so fucking annoyed i understand it's hard to get iver and i was as nice as i could be but she's being a fucking jerk
i should stop talking to people about how i feel because i'm just dramatic and i should be more healthy about it instead of just yelling and causing a big scene i can't even go to ashley and lauren anymore it's getting so bad i hate myself so much i cant stop crying rn why am i so dramatic everyones probably so tired of me i asked for help with lyla to the lunch table i'm such a jerk i shouldn't have done that that's almost like lyla and i don't wanna be like that my moodjustchanged so quick i'm really upset
my nose is clogging up because i'm crying so much i'm just so stressed and fed up with everything i can't relapse i'm too far clean
