Just want to be with you

Dont go.

I walk into the isle. I saw my friends, cousin's, friends, old friends, Ex lovers, teachers, classmates, schoolmates, strangers my brothers and my parents.

I walked through the red carpet straight to the alter where the on handsome stranger standing like a king waiting. With his white tux that makes him more handsome. That, that is a guy that I want to marry. I love him unconditionally.

The music from the young ladies sang makes me fell like it's more real that made me happy. I can't help but to cry, I can't hold my tears anymore. The person that I love is the person that I will be with forever.

When I reach exactly the half of the isle I stopped. I just sence something. Something's not right. I look at him and his already walking towards me.

He reach my shoulders and spoked some words but nothing sound come out from his mouth. Only the echo of my heartbeat was more louder.

Then the next thing I new was his running away. Away from me I was there. Crying. calling his name but he never turned back.

I knelled down while crying. Why? why did he did this? why did he ran off? whats the meaning of this? Please. Please. Don't go I beg you.

I was crying out loud when someone called my name.

"Hil! Hilleoli! Hilleoli!"

That wake me up. Catching my breathe and sweating. Phew. Another nightmare.

"Yah, Hilloeli! You scared me!" she said while softl path her chest.

"Soo Ra, meanhe. Did I wake you up?"

"Anniyo! I was just passing through your door when I heard you crying." she look at me with a worried face.

"Gwenchana. I'm alright now. Kamsamnida for waking me up." I smiled weakly.

She took a loud sigh. "Hilloeli, its been a year. Hindi kapa rin nagbabago. You always having nightmare."

"Soo Ra, I'm perfectly fine and normal."

"No your not!" oh here we go again.

"I told you to go to psychiatrist."

"I did. She said I'm normal." I lied and look away.

"You can't lie to me! You don't know how to lie!"

"Argh. trust me Soo Ra. I'm fine."

"No. Not this time Lady. You and me are going to the psychiatrist tomorrow. Now get some rest." she ordered like my mom then stormed out of my room.

Her I am. dumbfounded. *sigh . Sometimes I don't even know who is the older is it me or her.

I went back to my bed then picturing those moment. I can't wait to hear what will the doctor say for my situation. *sarcasm