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11:12 PM

Sachi:
Uy

Alesso:
Hey

Sachi:
Tutal less than a month na lang naman
Okay lang na wag mo na ako sunduin 😅
Bihira na lang din naman ako papasok
For completion na lang
Ayun haha

Alesso:
Oh
You can just let me know whenever you'll go to school and I'll pick you up or I can still drive you home if ever
Just don't hesitate to contact me 😅

Sachi:
Thank you
Minsan na lang din kasi ako makakapasok
Kaya wag na lang, kaya ko naman na
Pero thank you pa rin para sa lahat
I really appreciate you 🤗

Alesso:
Are you avoiding me? 😅

Sachi:
Huh?
Hindi ah
Bakit naman kita iiwasan?

Alesso:
Is this because of Alfie?
I already told him to stop it
I'm sorry
I never meant to make you feel uncomfortable

Sachi:
Hala
Hindi
Hindi kita iniiwasan promise 😅

Alesso:
Still I'm sorry for Alfie

Sachi:
It's okay
Hindi mo naman kasalanan
Ganon naman yata siya sa lahat ng kaibigan niya 😂

Alesso:
Yeah hahaha
But I'm only one call away, alright?

Sachi:
Thank you!
Same with me :)

Alesso:
So how's life lately?
Still busy with work?

Sachi:
Slight!
Hahaha
Biglang nag-boom d2b
Kaya nadoble rin workload 😅
Pero syempre I'm happy
Kasi deserve naman nila yung recognition

Alesso:
Always remember to rest too
You're too hardworking 😂

Sachi:
More work = more distracted 🙇🏻‍♀️

Alesso:
You should talk to him

Sachi:
Para saan pa?

Alesso:
For closure
You both need it
Do you want to?
I mean to talk to him?

Sachi:
Hindi ko alam
Hindi ko rin naman kasi alam sasabihin ko
Kaya mas okay nang hindi kami magkita

Alesso:
You do realize that the world is small, right?
No matter how hard you both try to avoid each other
You'll still end up seeing him one day
Your brother's friends with him

Sachi:
I know
Pero masakit pa rin kasi
Kaya sa ngayon, gagawin ko muna lahat nang makakaya ko wag lang kami magkita na dalawa
Pipilitin kong umiwas hanggang kaya ko

Alesso:
But if ever someday he wishes to talk to you, would you talk to him?

Sachi:
Yes
If he needs the closure, then I'll give it to him

Alesso:
He actually asked me how you're doing

Sachi:
And what about him?
I'm sure he's doing good

Alesso:
Who knows?
Doesn't mean that just because he looks fine
That he's okay already

Sachi:
He should focus on being a good father and husband
Rather than the pain and what happened to us
Can you tell him that?

Alesso:
You should talk to him

Sachi:
And you should talk to her

Alesso:
We've already had our closure
Years ago

Sachi:
Are you sure?

Alesso:
Well maybe only her
She had her closure from me
Well that's life, right?
There's always that one person that would be stuck
That would be unable to move on from everything
Because they were the person who loved more
Who gave more, who felt more

Sachi:
Are you mad at Alfie?

Alesso:
No
Why would I be?
It's not his fault
Nor Barcelona's fault
Maybe they're really soulmates
They're meant to be

Sachi:
Because he had a choice
I mean pwede namang hindi na siya
Kasi alam niya naman nangyari
Pero sa dami ng babae sa mundo
Siya pa rin napili niya 😅

Alesso:
How could you be mad at someone for wanting to be happy? How do you hate someone for being happy?

Sachi:
It's okay to hate someone
Healing is feeling
If you won't admit it to yourself
That you're mad at him
Or maybe them
The hatred will just be buried
And will grow without you noticing

Alesso:
I don't hate them for being together
It's just that... she was the one who was there for me when I was at my lowest.
She made me smile on my worst days.
Even though she didn't love me like how she loved Alfie, she made me feel that I have someone when I thought I had no one.
And when we were still together, I told myself that it's okay if I can never be her greatest love. I'll be forever contented with the love she could give me. I'll be willing to compromise for whatever it is that she felt for me.

Sachi:
🥺
Grabe

Alesso:
And you know what sucked the most?
It's that I'm always the one who loves more
That I'm always the one willing to sacrifice
I'm always the one who never left
I was the one who was by her side
I was the one who saved her
I risked my life
Ran into the fire
Didn't even care if I'll get burned
I know she didn't ask me to
But even after everything I did for her
In the end, that's all I'll ever get
That's all I'll ever be to her
Just the guy who saved her
Ako lang yung lalaking utang na loob niya ang buhay niya
At kahit kailan hinding hindi ako magiging yung lalaking mahal niya

Sachi:
Oh Alesso :(
She just caught you at your most vulnerable
time that's why you can't let her go

Alesso:
It feels like I'm always asking for too much
I just want to be happy, you know?
Is that really too much to ask?

Sachi:
You're not asking for too much
You're just asking the wrong person :(
And I'm sure she'll come one day
And all the pain will finally make sense

Alesso:
But I really wished she was the one
And now all I can do is to just accept that it'll never be me

Sachi:
:(
I really wished he was the one too, you know?
But in the end, just like you, all I can do is to just accept
the truth that it will never be me again.
Because there are some things greater than us
Some things that are greater than our love

Alesso:
This will all be worth it someday, right?

Sachi:
It will be
You'll be happy
I'll be happy
Someday

Alesso:
:)

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