unreceived letters | lumity

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hey luz

im going to vent

why is parenting so hard? im constantly trying my best but i feel as if my choices are not the right ones. dont get me wrong, ollie is wonderful. i love her as much as i love you, this little one has gotten me through some rough times. you really chose an amazing daughter for us luz, but im scared im doing it all wrong. i dont want to become like my parents, i just want the best for our daughter. its her birthday soon but im low on cash.. i dont know how to tell her we won't be celebrating this year. it breaks my heart that i cannot make enough money for the both of us. she sometimes goes to sleep with an empty stomach and cold showers. i've asked emira and edric for help even though i dont want to, i know i need to

i dont want you worrying too much. i'll figure everything out my love

-amity

[written: 23 january 2033]