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I am completely lost in you
Ignorant to my own existence.

Screaming at myself in the mirror
"You chose this, to be better."

Then why do I cry
Eyes stinging at the edges.

My feet shake under the covers
Our backs inches apart.

It's cold but I don't want to bother you
So I stay there with my eyes stinging and my heart aching.

WHY OH WHY

Why do I divulge myself in those unsure of me

Why do I scream my love when you're unsure if you even feel the same

Why do I get pains in my stomach when I think of being alone

Why do I feel so unwanted in a place we called home?

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⏰ Last updated: Aug 11, 2021 ⏰

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