I'm Not Confused

The Problem

We left the house and made our way to the park. We soon saw everyone there, they all were grouped by the big fountain. They all looked pretty happy, which was cute. My heart thudded in my ears for some reason. I couldn't explain it. Was it the fear of what they thought? Was it the happiness of going on a date?
We walked up to them and she grabbed my hand and squeezed it, leaving my heart with a flutter.
"Don't look so nervous," she whispered.
"Hey guys!" Seth said. He looked down at our hands then back up. His eye twitched a little.
"We were just talking about going to the graveyard," Vicky grinned. Sarah grabbed on to Thomas's arm and shook her head intensely. I'm guessing she recently watched a zombie movie.
"Okay, sure," I croak. My heart was still thudding. We all make our way down the path down to the graveyard. But before we can get there, Helens phone rings. She looks at the screen and cusses under her breath.
"Go without me," she whispers and runs away as she answers. "Hey mom"
I sigh. I hope that turns out well. I silently pray for her and they pull me ahead.
Seth came to my side as his suddenly brave girlfriend took the lead.
"So um...how is the relationship?" He bit his lip as he asked. I looked up at him.
"I'm really happy. She's amazingly sweet." I smile.
"Oh" he looks down shamefully. I kinda wonder what's going through his mind...does he still... I wonder...
We finally reach the end of the graveyard and there's a giant tomb.
"I DARE you to go inside!" Everyone grins at me, but what worries me most is the sudden cold atmosphere... Almost as if I should fear for my life...should I? Am I in danger?
I approached the tomb as each of their smiles grew bigger, all but seths. He bit his lip more intensely.
Vicky grabbed my collar and threw me in.
"AND STAY IN YOU FAG!" They shut the door and held there backs against it. It was pitch dark and my heart was so low in my stomach I could crap it out. I beat on the door until my hands bled and I screamed and cried, only to hear their devilish laughter play at my sanity.
This cant be happening... It just can't!!
I beat and beat on the door, it had been maybe three hours and I could tell they left. When I tried to open the door, I still couldn't, leaving me to wonder what lay in front of the door.
I shivered. It was cold, the only warmth seemed to be the blood on my hands. My throat was sore from screaming and crying.
But maybe the worst feeling was that of realization. I had been betrayed. They are hurting me, and only for love interest.
Can I not fall in love? Does it matter what genitals my partner has, as long as I love my partner?
The longing in my stomach wished for Helena, my parents, some warm clothes, or maybe some bandages. Yet here I am stuck in a tomb with a dead man. I have school the next morning.
Will anyone ever find me?
And trust me, I've tried my phone. Many times. I have no signal in my tomb.
I fell asleep sooner or later, tears still running down my face. It's a wonder I didn't pass out from hyperventilation. Yet the only dreams I could have were of revenge.
And I planned to get it, for I hold no shame, and will accept no consequence.
But for now... All I can do is wait.