Finding My Love: A young woman's desires

The Clinic

As I walk on over to the glass sliding doors, I'm greeted by the receptionist. A young woman, wearing big black framed glasses. She gives me a smile before asking me, "Hello, how are you? What can I help you with?" Still giving me a cheesy smile.

"Hi my name is Brittany and I'm wondering if you guys are allowing walk-ins? I'm sort of in a crisis and I hope you guys can care for me and meet my needs."

"Welcome Brittany, We do accept walk-ins. My name is Mia and we have many programs we offer that will help benefit you and your future. I just need you to sign here."

"Thank you."

"No Problem, don't forget to sign here as well. Once you are done feel free to sit right over there."

I sit down on this comfortable couch with fur, next to me is this woman with her toddler son. She looks like she's in a rush because shes wearing some Lilo and Stitch Walmart Pajama pants at 2:18 PM. I grab a young adult Vogue magazine and notice Cardi B is on the cover. I'm not much of a fan but her music is alright if I'm being honest. I flip through the pages and this woman looks awfully alike to the receptionist. I slowly hold the half crumpled magazine and notice the similarities are uncanny.

I can't believe it. Mia Garcia, the receptionist, must live a double life. Best of both worlds, Hannah Montana Core. I'm in disbelief, I can't believe I've spoken to someone of such class. I will be taking this magazine with me. The doctor comes out and calls the woman next to me. She walks in with her son. Approximately 20 minutes later she comes back out without her child. I wonder what happened... curiosity did kill the cat so I'm just gonna mind my business. 

Before I know it, it's my turn. The woman who I checked out at Goodwill is my doctor. What are the odds.

"Brittany Johnson. Brittany Johnson."

I get up and say, "That's me!". She leads me to a bright pink room with flower decals on the wall. I'm wasn't expecting this, but I do feel significantly better.

"My name is Dr. Sumaya. I'll be your doctor for today. I'll give you privacy but I would like you to change into this gown. There's a plastic bag here put your items in here or you can put it in this chair."

"Okay thank you."

She walks out and closes the door. I take off my clothes and put this weird hospital gown that has a weird stain on the side. Maybe it's nothing and I'm just crazy. A few minutes go by and she comes back in. She asks me about what I want to get done today, but before the she does that she asks me if I would like to get some testing done regarding my slutty past. I agree because it's what I came here for.

"I'll need you to pee in this cup and I'll be back with your testing and our next coarse of action."

I pee in the cup and my urine has a tint of green to it. Not sure what it means but I hope they figure it out. I open the little compartment in the bathroom and place the cup in. I head on over to my room again, and play the waiting game. I go on Instagram and quickly follow Mia Garcia.

She comes in with a piece of paper and begins to read off what it says.

"Okay so your results are back, you're preg-"

Before she finishes that sentence i begin to inaudibly cry.

"I need an abortion as soon as possible."

She quickly reassures me she can perform the abortion right there and then.

"Hey, hey we can perform the procedure today. I just need to tell you the rest of what's on this list."

"Yes, I'm sorry. Please continue." I wipe my tears.

"You do indeed have gonorrhea, syphilis and a UTI. We also seen some pubic lice in your sample."

Dr. Sumaya instructs me to lay down on the bed and pulls out the leg holders from underneath the bed. I plop up and I can already smell like sour pussy. Thankfully she is wearing a mask so I have nothing to fear.

"So Brittany, this will only hurt for a bit but have no worries."

I felt a strong pain and could feel blood gushing. I hope that was my baby. I feel so much relief having that parasite cut off. But then I felt yet another strong pain that made my toes curl. I can hear Dr. Sumaya mutter something under her breath. She runs out of the room. What on earth happened? Was the mask not strong enough? I hope that's wasn't the case. That's when it kicked in, a sting. I feel so much pain. A team of a lot of nurses and doctors come in and look me up and down.

A doctor grabs my hand and tells me, "Hello hun, my name is Dr. Arianna. It appears to us that Dr. Sumaya has made a mistake and cut your clit off. If you wish to have her terminated, we will fully understand."

I can't believe my clit was cut off! I'm so saddened and so upset. But I will not allow them to fire this amazing doctor for her small mistake! I will jot allow it!

"Dr. Arianna..." I panted. "Please... do not... fire Dr. Sumaya. She didn't mean it."

I passed out. I don't know what was happening to me or where I was going. I came in and out of consciousness, doctors above me, movement, and lights. Bright bright lights.

I then knocked out cold.