Avengers and Y/N Shorts

Loki and Y/N sneak out - Last Part

You walk into the avengers compound, tossing your backpack onto the couch in the livingroom.

"Y/N." Tony is sitting on the kitchen counter. "Where's Loki?"

"Gone." You snap.

"What do you mean gone?" He jumps off the counter and steps in your path.

"He's gone Tony." You repeat, trying your best not to cry. You've done so well keeping it together the whole way back. "He took the tesseract and left."

"How did this happen Y/N?" He questions, slightly angry but he can see your upset so he tries to shove it down.

"We snuck out." You sniff and your words come out faster. "We took your car and went to a gas station to get drinks and food. When I came back out-" You press the heel of your hand to your forehead and look to the floor. "He had it in his hand. He wouldn't even look at me." You pause. "He left."

Tony pulls you towards him and you bury your face in his chest. He's not usually a hugger or even sympathetic but seeing you like this is breaking his heart.

You pull away and walk past him. He lets you go. You run up the stairs and shove open your bedroom door.

Once inside you grab the nearest object and throw it. The vase crashes against the wall, shattering to peices.

You grab the lamp on your bedside table and you throw that to. The cord breaks free from the wall and the lamp hits the floor with another loud crash. The bulb shatters.

"How could I have been so stupid!" You scream. You shove your hands behind the bedside table and push. It falls, nearly smashing on top of your toes.

You walk into the bathroom and grip the counter. You stare at yourself For a long time.

Your eyes are red and your hair is a mess. You see a smudge of ice-cream just under your jaw.

With an angry shout you smash your fist into the thin glass mirror and it shatters, leaving your hand a bloody mess.

One peice of glass still sticks to the wall. There's a reflection there.

"Get out." You snarl.

Loki is at your side in less than a second. He takes your bloody hand.

"Get out!" You shout, yanking away from him. "You made your choice, now leave!" You shove him. He staggers back only slightly.

You walk out of the bathroom, bumping him as you go.

"You had asked me what I desire-" He says.

You climb onto your bed, clutching your hand to your chest.

"I desire you." You feel him looking at you but you don't turn. "You are the only one who trusts me enough to leave me outside with no one to makesure I do not escape. I betrayed that. You pay attention to me. You care about me. I betrayed that." He laughs angrily at himself. "You got me a cat!" He says, amazed and bewildered.

"You remind me of my mother." He continues. "How she loved and cared for me." He walks around the bed, kneels in front of you and takes your hand again, carefully. slowly. "I never treated her in the same manner. I don't want to make the same mistake twice."

His gleaming blue eyes look up at you with sadness.

"You bring me life," He pauses. "Happiness. I thought that, that was what power would give me." He stops again. "Nothing compares to you. I don't desire power. I desire you."

He watches you closely but you still don't say a word.

"There is no reason for you to forgive me. You shouldn't forgive me." He looks down at your hand and rubs his thumb in circles where there are no cuts. "Do you know why I did not leave?" He looks at you again. "Because everytime I told myself I want power. I saw you. I saw your eyes. The way you squint when you laugh. I saw the ice-cream dripping down your hair. I saw the way you were so careful when cleaning Starks car. You did not want to scratch it-"

"Shut up." You grab his face and bring his lips to yours.

He stands, pulls you up and kisses you with passion and fire. He picks you up and you throw your arms around him.

You pull away for a second and look at him. His pupils are blown wide. "I remind you of your mother?" You question.

"Poor choice of words-" He cuts himself off this time, by grabbing the back of your neck and pushing your face to his again.

You wrap your legs around him.

"I love you." You whisper between breathes.

He opens his eyes. "I love you."