Love You Always~ Yeonbin FF

Chapter 15

It's been two days since Yeonjun and Soobin talked about their relationship and Soobin asked for some time to reflect on his feelings. Soobin skipped school as he did not want to face Yeonjun with his uncertain thoughts. He knew he cannot keep running away from the situation forever. One day or the other he had to be sure of what he wants.

At night after dinner he decided to talk with his mother. His parents were always busy and he grew up around babysitters and caretakers throughout his life. He surely had luxuries but he yearned for his parent's love and care. Whenever he saw Yeonjun and his mother he felt jealous of them.

He always wondered if Yeonjun's mom can take out time for him from her working schedule then why can't his parents do the same for him. He never felt the actual love and care. He always thought money is everything as so many people are running behind it leaving their families behind. When Yeonjun told him that he loves him, he couldn't believe him as he thought there is nothing like real love.

Besides he was scared to think of his parent's reaction. He was always asked to be perfect and that he cannot afford to do a single mistake as it would ruin his parent's reputation. Soobin's parents had the number one business company in Korea. He has been to several dinner parties and other functions but it all looked mechanic to him.

Whereas when he went to Yeonjun's house and spent time with him and mother he felt like he was at home an actual home not just a house with luxurious decor and furniture. After thinking a lot he was finally ready to talk with his mother. He saw his father going upstairs and his mother was wiping off her mouth.

" Eomma I want to talk with you about something urgent " Soobin said slowly. " I'm sorry dear but your appa and I have to attend a very important meeting with Mr Lee tommorow so I have to sleep early " his mother replied. " But mom my talk is important too just listen to me once " Soobin said with irritation and pain clear in his voice.

" I told you I can't talk right now but we can surely talk on Sunday " his mother said holding his hands but he removed his hands and stood up. " Why am I least important in your life eomma it's always business business and business what about me where am I in your life I need you both " Soobin said with tears filling the brim of his eyes.

" Do you even hear yourself are you trying to imply that your appa and me we are both selfish and we don't think about you? We are working hard so that you can have a luxurious and comfortable life and this is what you give us in return a whole bunch of accusation? " His mother said angrily.

" Get back to your room and don't talk to us until you realize your mistake. We love you so much but you need to realize that your thoughts about us are incorrect. " His mother said holding his shoulder and went back to her room. Soobin wanted to scream and cry but it was of no use as his own mother did not understand him. He didn't know with whom he could talk, as he genuinely wanted someone to share his feelings.

He already missed a lot of important classes so he decided to go to college the next day. He didn't meet his parents at the breakfast table and directly went to school in his car. He ate sandwiches in the cafeteria and went to his classroom. He was absentmindedly walking through the corridor when he bumped into someone. He look up to see the last person he would want to see at that moment and it was San.

" Watch where you're going " Soobin said and San smiled " Calm down bro shouting at me won't answer your questions " San said " What do you mean huh? " Soobin asked " I mean I understand your situation but being angry won't solve your problems " San said " Listen you don't know shit so better keep your freaking sympathy to yourself " Soobin said angrily.

" I surely understand you but I don't think discussing about such stuff in an open corridor is a good idea we should go and talk about it in a safe place " San said and Soobin rolled his eyes " I don't want to talk to you so stop messing with my mind " Soobin said. San sighed and grabbed Soobin's arm taking him towards the library.

" What do you think you are doing idiot? " Soobin asked being annoyed with San. " The library is less populated around this time and librarian is absent today so this is certainly the best place to talk and I know you would want to talk about your feelings " San said. " How do you know about me so much wait a minute are you spying on me or what? " Soobin asked.

" I understand your feelings because I am going through the same situation " San said "  What do you mean? " Soobin asked " I had someone who loved me a lot but I lost him as I couldn't man up to accept my feelings and now that I am sure of my feelings he don't want to talk to me " San said with his face down and Soobin kept a hand on his shoulder." So who is he? " Soobin asked " His name is Wooyoung but for me he is my Woo " San said.

" So umm where is he now? " Soobin asked " He is in Seoul and that is why I came here to find him and express my love to him " San said " That means there was nothing between you and Yeonjun hyung " Soobin said " Do you seriously need to ask that bro can't you see how much he loves you and I know you love him too. Trust me just go for it listen to your heart and forgot anything else don't think about what others will think and say, if you love him then make him yours and be his " San said with a soft smile.

" Honestly I never thought I'll be sitting here talking about my feelings with you out of all people but I really want to thank you for guiding me. If you need any help to meet your lover boy I'm always there to to help you " Soobin smiled and hugged San. Both of the boys went out of the library and went towards their respective classes.

Yeonjun and Beomgyu were watching them from outside." Since when these two became friends? " Beomgyu asked confusedly. " No idea and I am myself surprised " Yeonjun said. Both of them went to their classes.

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Will Soobin finally accept his love for Yeonjun ?
Chapter 16 soon.
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