I woke up 2 hours later with the flight attendant touching my shoulder trying to wake me up. She had long brown hair tied up into a tight low bun. She wore a light blue suit with a matching hat. "Ms. Ballinger your flight is over." She said. I felt somewhat embarrassed because she had to wake me up. I looked next to me. Rachel was putting away her headphones in her bag and just getting up herself too. We both got off the plane and got into our rental car and drove to Christopher's house. We were staying there over night because Baillie's communion was in the morning. Rachel and I slumped down our stuff in the guest bedroom and walked into the living room to socialize with everyone. Baillie was jumping around in her communion dress and eating pasta. "Baillie you either take off that dress or stop eating pasta!" Jessica scolded. "Fine, but let me show Aunite Colleen first." She ran over to me and I scooped her up in my arms. "That dress is beautiful Baillie!!" I yelled. "Thanks Auntie Colleen!!" She yelled happily. Then she ran upstairs to her bedroom to get out of her dress. I grabbed a plate of pasta and salad and sat in the living room. I took out my vlogging camera and so did Chris. We had our delicious dinner and then all sat by the fire and watched old family home videos. My mom and dad has just arrived as well. I never get family moments like this. I'm in LA always on tour. My parents are still residing in Santa Barbra and have a house there. We never get to all see each other at once. This was one of the moments that I cherish the most. After we watched almost all of the home videos that were shot, we all headed off to bed. I got ready for bed and said goodnight to everyone. I was pretty tired so I just decided to go to sleep. As I was lying in bed I realized Josh hasn't called me yet. I checked my phone just to be sure and yep, no new calls. Maybe it was just a phase. Maybe he gave up. Who am I to think this was real. Me a silly fool thinking this was actually going to work. I tried texting his number and still no reply. With the thought of him in my head I went to sleep with even more doubts then I started out with.
