When we got to the church everyone took a seat and started to pray. I don't know if this is selfish but I asked God for Joshua to call me back. I can't remember the last time I talked to God. It seems to me it's always when I need something. Is that right? I ask myself. I feel like a relationship with God is give and take, and all I'm doing is taking. But that was all that had been on my mind lately so I thought why not. After like 10 minutes everyone stood up as the procession was starting. The priest walked up and started the mass. Bailey looked adorable in her dress and looked so excited to get her Communion. We were just about to get to the part where Bailey gets to take the bread when I here a ringtone coming from someone's purse. It takes me a few moments to realize that it wasn't anyone's purse. It was mine. Everyone kept looking at me and my face turned beat red. I silently stuck my hand in my purse and clicked off the sound button. So embaressing. I continued to watch Bailey revive her communion. After the mass was done we went into the basement of the church and had pats for lunch and cake for dessert. I had forgotten all about my missed call so I stepped outside for a second and my heart stopped. God had answered my prayers.
