The White Alpha

7. How?

When i get back home and Isaac opens the door, he looks shocked.
He opens the door wider for me to come inside.
I put down my pups and shift back to human.

"Are they your pups?"
Isaac ask wide eyed just looking at them in awe as i get dressed again.

"They are, would you like to hold them?"
I ask smiling proudly.

"Can i?"
Isaac ask looking at me with a big smile.

"Of course!"
I lift Lobo up and hand him over to Isaac.

"He is beautiful"
Isaac say looking at Lobo with loving eyes.

"He is"
I sigh happily looking at them.

Isaac will make a good dad one day.
I lift Blanka and hold her tight into my chest.
Smiling into her fur as i inhale her scent.
God i've missed them!!!

"Here, you can hold her too"
I smile handing her over to Isaac taking Lobo in my arms and inhaling his scent aswell.

"She's stunning! Just like her mom"
He say smiling warmly at me.

In that moment i was happy.
So so so happy.
Mabey i would be happy with Isaac.
He looks back down at Blanka that's now sleeping in his arms and kisses her head.

"Your so good with them"
I compliment looking at him and Blanka in awe.

"Thanks, i just do the oppesit of what my dad would do. I promised myself to NEVER end up like him. I want my own family. A happy one"
He anwser bitter-sweetly.

My smile fades...he want his own family...that wouldn't work with my already born pups...
He watches me carefuly.
Then it clicked for him.

"OH!!
No no no, not like that!!
I mean i would love to have my own kids someday, but that dosen't mean i wouldn't love the ones that's not mine by blood.
Family comes in different ways.
Like the pack is more of a family than i ever had with my dad"
he say softly putting Blanka down on the chouch with a blanket and pillows.

"Yeah i know what you mean, I found more of a family in their birth father then my own"
I sigh putting a sleeping Lobo next to his sister.

"You never talk about him"
Isaac say as we sitt down on the faux fur carpet infront of the fireplace warming us.

"Witch one? My father or their father?"
I ask yawning and put my head on his sholder.

"Both"
He simpely anwser putting an arm around me, pulling me closer.

"I just...i think i just don't know how"
I anwser him laying down with my head in his lap facing the fire.

"I don't really know how to talk about my father either"
Isaac admits.

"You can tell me when you feel ready, you know i wont judge"
I yawn.

"Of course, right back at you love"
He chuckel playing with my hair.

"Sleep love, i will watch over the pups"
He say kissing my forhead pulling a blanket over us.

"Thanks Isaac, I love you"
I yawn falling asleep not relicing what i said.