Secret Soulmates

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Deku POV

after all the questioning I go to my room, how am I supposed to tell mom? no- how CAN I tell her? it'll only worry her. How can my soulmate be shigaraki? what am I gunna do? will I be kicked out of the hero course? I cant let it happen, once again the universe is against me being a hero.

 I can try and keep it hidden but for how long? my heat will come and people will find out...no they'll just find out I met my soulmate, they wont know who it is if I dont tell them, but still there's to many ways this can go horribly wrong.

 First thing I need to do is buy suppressants, it was talked about in middle school during one of the soulmate classes they had, usually heat comes around a week or two after meeting your soulmate.

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 I make sure to buy the strongest ones out currently as a precaution and email the company to hide the fact I bought suppressant the best they can when they deliver them. I made up my mind to keep all this on the low till I can wrap my head around everything and find out the best solution on what to do.

They're giving us a 2-day break while they're trying to investigate, keep the media under control, and giving the students a chance to calm down with the run in. Not like I'm complaining I can use this time to think about my options, let's say we are soulmates how is it even possible? he's older than me, and a villain no less, how did this even happen? welp no point trying to ask the universe for questions, right now I should keep my attention at the task ahead.

 right now, I need to focus on getting the suppressants and if I can, try and break whatever the hell I have with him, there's never been a soulmate breaking bond as far as I'm aware but it's still better to check and make sure.

The whole day I lock myself in the room, I'm sure my big mouth will say something stupid if I go and see everyone right now, I'm 100 percent sure Kachan would find something up with me, I spend most of my day surfing the web researching the whole soulmates thing; if there's a way to get rid of the fact that were fated pairs,

 or if there's any info on me and shigaraki being soulmates, there's no telling what he'll do.

I keep this up until

Boom

for a split second, there was pain...

!!!!!

What is this?!! I feel like my insides are being and scratched out! my whole body starts feeling statically, I know I've broken bones here or there but that was when I was running on adrenaline, right now the pain is just crashing into me.

 I fall of my chair and crash down into my knees while continuing to hold my stomach, I'm phasing in and out of consciousness, I can't scream, the pain is too much to even open up my mouth the only thing that comes out is exasperated breaths, it feels like I'm going through an eternity of pain till I finally starts losing my fight with keeping consciousness, and then everything goes black.

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i woke up, looking around I noticed I was at the nurse 'it's night already' I thought. I must've passed out for a while, when I was searching the web it had still been around midday. I stand up on the foot of the bed at an attempt to stand, horrible decision my stomach automatically felt like severing, I hunch over a bit 'whats going on??'

" careful dear'' recovery says walking in quickly shutting the door behind her'' I wouldn't move around much if I were u, unless your looking to burst your guts'' she stalks over and pulls a chair next to the bed and sits