So, You Think You Can Break Me? (chanbaek)

Chapter 18

Hearing the door close I begin to cry. I just used Chanyeol. I never use people for anything. Wiping my tears as I sit up feeling so much pain in my lower body I decide to have that bath after all. Slowly getting up I head into the ensuite and turn on the taps to fill the bath.

I just want D.O I need my friend here with me. He will take care of me and help me. Crying again I just climb into the bath and slowly sit down as I wince with the pain shooting across my lower back. Letting the water mix I lay back and close my eyes.

Do people really have sex like that? . Is sex not being sweet and caring with everyone. Does everyone like it rough?. I can't help but wish I didn't want to try it. I wish I was still that virgin.

As I lay there feeling the warmth of the water kiss my pain away I can hear a knock on the door.

"Baekhyun it's me I have something for you"

Sitting up in the bath I look at the water and see a very small bit of blood that has mixed with the water making me panic

"Oh no" I panic more as I see more blood mix with the water as Chanyeol hurries in the door

"What's wrong?" he moves closer to me getting down on his knees

"The blood in the water" I pull my legs closer to my chest and hide my face.

"Hey that's ok it will stop. It's just being washed away now that's all" I feel his hand touch my arm making me look up at him.

"I have some painkillers for you please take them" he passes me the glass of water and opens his hand showing me two painkillers in the palm of his hand. Taking one I swallow it with the water and then take the last one handing him back the glass. "Thank you" I sniff a little  looking at the water around me.

"I'm sorry I hurt you Baekhyun"

"It's ok like you said before I am too delicate for you"

"No Baekhyun please it's just I'm too rough and hurt people I already hurt you" 

"Why kiss me on the back of the hand being so sweet and making sure I was ok in the club and now making sure I'm ok here now" 

"I'm still human Baekhyun" standing up he holds out a towel for me. I stand up easy enough as he reaches and helps me out wrapping me up in a very large towel making me feel tiny compared to him. 

"Let's get you into your room and dry off" he helps me out into my bedroom making sure I am ok. Deep down I know he cares for me. If he didn't he wouldn't be doing this all now. 

"I can get dressed myself you can leave now" I hold tight to the towel around my body watching him huff a little  before he leaves the room stopping at the entrance to the bedroom. 

"I will be down stairs if you need me" and with that he exits the room closing the door behind him. 

I really need a hug right now. Sitting carefully on my bed I try to gather myself after seeing the blood in the bath. It can't be like this all the time having sex. Am I really that delicate, will I be like this every time I have sex from now on? 

I stand up and dry myself not wanting to catch a cold as I pull on some tracksuit bottoms and a long t-shirt. Using the towel I toss my hair trying to take some of the heaviness from it. 

Creeping out the bedroom door in my fluffy white socks keeping my feet warm I head down the stairs in search of him. 

The place is so quiet I wonder where the staff are. Walking further I enter the room I like to call mine and he isn't there. Walking out to the back garden I find him sitting in front of the garden fire on one of the chairs sipping some brown liquid from a glass.