the middle d'amelio

moving

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before you start reading idk if i've included all of the povs but i really want to update this book lmao so i'll edit it soon<3

"MOVING"

-may 12th 2020-
-location, the damelio household-

3:17 am

3rd persons pov:

there was a loud knock on madison's bedroom door followed by charli's voice.

"im coming in!" she stated

"okay" mads replied as this wasn't uncommon.

"so are you excited" charli asked with a hint of enthusiasm sitting on her bed as madison was looking through her closet.

she quickly turned around.

"umm...yeah of course....why wouldn't i be?" she said  slightly pausing twice.

3rd persons pov:

the truth is madison was worried she never actually got a say in moving to la it was mostly charli and dixie who did the talking she hated sharing her opinions especially when she knew saying how she really felt was to do with making a big decision.

she had always dreamed of moving to la ever since she was little but ever since social media it changed, in connecticut the family could never go out without taking a picture with a fan or signing something but when they visited la it was worse there were paparazzi and way more fans which was too much for her.

she preferred to be behind the camera at home rather than being filmed by other people and have them take pictures of her.

*time skip - 5 mins*

charli's pov:

"love you" i said while closing madison's door behind me.

i heard a muffled "love you too" and started to walk to my room.

3rd persons pov:

charli could tell that something was off, madison always used to talk about moving to la but she could tell something changed all of a sudden.

the teen walked further down the hall skipping her room deciding to talk to her parents.

"hey" she said sitting on their bed.

"what's up char?" heidi replied not looking at the girl as she was rummaging through her bag.

"somethings wrong with mads?" she said

"what do you mean?" heidi asked pausing to look at charli.

"she just seems off- like she doesn't want to move?"
she explained.

heidi knew how much madison struggled with speaking about how she felt which is why they had just made the decision to get her a therapist in la which she was very keen on.

but in the mean time marc and heidi knew if something was worrying between now an la it would be hard to get her to tell them.

"i asked if she was exicited but she seemed a bit hesitant." charli explained

heidi stopped to think, going back to the day the had the conversation about moving, she replayed the event in her head a couple of times only then realising madison hadn't said anything throughout the whole conversation she only had nodded when everyone else had put their opinion in.

she didn't question madison that day because she seemed okay with what was being said.

"i'll go talk to her you finish packing." heidi said looking at the time which now read 3:25 and their flight was was at 7.

"okay" charli replied smiling before leaving the room.

meanwhile madison was sat in her room scrolling through instagram liking fan edits every once in a while trying to distract herself from thinking about moving as she wasn't tired and would've had to wake up soon anyways.

to everyone else it probably looked like she was being dramatic but she was honestly worried. even though she had visited la so many times it felt different.

she had always thought about of the positives in moving but right now she couldn't think of any.
she was only thinking about the paparazzi, leaving her hometown friends,cheer, everything she loved practically throwing away her whole life to move to a new place where she knew she wouldn't find herself happy.

before she knew it tears were dripping down her face she didn't understand why she was feeling like this madison was basically living everyone's dream life, she had the fame,money, and had the opportunity to move to la but she didn't want it.

she just wanted to stay....

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i know it's taken me a while but i'm so excited to publish this and i will be updating more often<33