(Here and Now) Is love worth it

Part 17

Who did it?

Zan, Falisha will be arriving soon thanks for sending a car for her, your a good dude, bae said know he's a good husband, and lets face it Falisha will always be apart of our lives, and not just because of Jasmine he knows Falisha means a lot to me.  I told bae she does because she's my friend, I kissed Zan and walked out of the room, and I went into the room where Jasmine is, Teresa just finished dressing her, I told Teresa she can have the rest of the day off so go and do something for herself.

I picked baby girl up and told her mommy's coming to be with us, Teresa left the room and Zan came in, I just smiled at him, he asked me what's the smile about or should he ask sense he made me feel it all last night.

Yeah bae that and what you did for me.

Jas what else did I do other than what a husband is supposed to do? 

Babe how many guys would want his mans baby's mama around, and not only that flying her here. 

Bae  Falisha's always treated me with respect, and I like her too so she's family just like Pete is.

 I walked up to Zan and gave him a kiss, baby girl put her hand up in my face. Oh daddy can kiss your other daddy and I'll kiss you too, Zan looked as if he were going to cry he's very sensitive, babe what's wrong?

Jas you called me her other daddy, he said I am and if any man could replace him it would be me, I told him I'd like to make it legal so talk it over with Falisha. He said he's sure she'll agree with it, I told him make sure, JaShaun came into the room and said I didn't tell him that Ash has a twin. Jas said I didn't tell him either and how did JaShaun know, he told us because Ashton is downstairs mum Sylvie told him to wake Ashley up and for us to come downstairs too.

Yeah, Ash has a twin, I wonder if he told Pete, but there not identical and there nothing alike, don't get me wrong Ashton is cool, but he's so book smart and lives a chilled life in New York, he's an attorney. Let's just say he's calm compared to Ashley, but they play jokes on each other and on me too, I told them lets go downstairs so Jasper can meet my cousin.

 Jasper told me to take Jasmine he'll be down soon he wants to talk to JaShaun, I told him okay and took baby girl and we left the room. I know what Jas wants to talk to JaShaun about his relationship with Francis.

Jas what's up, did I do something wrong?

Oh no JaShaun, but I minus well tell you pops told me about what's going on with Francis, and how he overheard you telling Francis you love him, so my brother are you bisexual or gay if you are its okay we still love you. And you don't have to worry about pops, as you see he loves me so don't worry about that.

Jas I do love Francis but not the way pops and you think, and I know about Francis being sick we talk everyday. Jas I love Francis like I love you and JR he's like my little brother too, I'm not having any sexual feelings towards  Francis, like I said he's like a brother that's all.

Jas said oh okay but if I needed to talk about anything he's here for me, I told him I like females and I'm not sure if I like guys like that, he said its okay he's been there. I told him that I talked to Francis last night, and he's tired so I don't know if he'll be alive when I get back home.

JaShaun that's a lot for a seventeen-year-old to deal with, if you want to go home, I'll go with you so you can be with your friend. 

Jas, Francis didn't want me to see him like that, so I'll stay here.

 I felt like crying I just hugged JaShaun, he said he already cried for Francis, so no more tears let's go downstairs.

I told him okay and I'm just going to say this, and I won't say anything else about Francis, I told him when he goes, I'll be there with him and if we have to leave here Zan will make sure we get back home so he can say goodbye to his friend. JaShaun said he already did, and he left the room I followed behind him, damn I never lost anyone but Bash, little brother lost his mom, and now his best friend.