Part 4

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What a difference material things don't make:

Falisha didn't have any classes today so she and baby girl went shopping, I'm about to head over to Zanders, its been two weeks sense he got out of the hospital and he's remembering things, some good some bad but he and his dad are working things out.

Pete said so when am I going to get some sex, he's sure Zander wants it, I told him believe it or not so do I but when the time is right, I want it to be special.

Jasper you always want that story book shit, just get some sex, your way over due.

Pete not everybody just jumps up and has sex at a flick of the eye, he told me just go see Zander and get some sense he doesn't have any classes he's going to the park and see if he can find some trade. I called him a slut and he better be safe.

For some reason I walked to Bashes' closet its been closed for over a year, I walked in and its dusty I looked around, I never let Teresa dust in here its time I did, I called Pete in here he walked in and said what's up. I told him I decided its time I got rid of Bashes things maybe some one can use them, all but his wedding ring Pete said who wouldn't want expensive suits and all of this other stuff  Bash had good taste.

I told him to help himself to whatever he wants they were about the same size, Pete said thanks but he doesn't wear used underwear, he'll give them away with the rest of the stuff he doesn't want.

He asked me am I making room for Zanders things, I told him I'm not sure if he wants to stay here sense this was Bashes place, but I wouldn't mind if he did and I have to let Bash go he'll always be in my heart. Pete started trying on things, I said I thought he was going to the park, he said fuck the trade in the park with these clothes he can go to the best restaurants and pickup rich trade.

Boy your crazy, I opened the jewelry drawer and I didn't see  Bashes wedding ring and some of his watches were gone too. Franticly I search the rest of the drawers and other stuff were gone too, Pete who could've taken Bashes things, he said we know that Teresa didn't maybe that witch Mrs. Tate took them when she came and got things. I don't think so she hated me being married to Bash,  why would she take the wedding ring.

We searched the whole closet and didn't find anything, damn! tears streamed down my face Pete said we'll find the ring. We walked out of the closet and Teresa came into the room she asked did I want her to clean up in here later.

Never mind that for now Teresa,  I just went into my late husbands closet there are things missing, like his wedding ring and watches, and no I'm not accusing you but has Mrs. Tate been here while I was gone, she said no.

Mr. Jasper I did find a watch in my room I thought the old maid left it, and she would come and get it, he asked me to bring the watch up here, I went downstairs and got it and brought it upstairs he looked at it and said that's Mr. Bashes watch he remembers him telling him his dad gave him that watch.

He asked me were there anything else I found in there, I said no, and I swear I didn't take any of Mr. Sebastian's things I never go into the closet.

Teresa, I know you didn't, but that Ms. Gonzales would, Pete told Teresa she can clean up in here later, and again I know she had nothing to do with the missing things she left the room.

Pete said that Ms. Gonzales not only didn't she do any work around here she stole from me, call the cops and have her ass arrested, I said no whatever she got from that stuff won't last, I took my wedding ring off and said maybe it was meant for this to happen.

My chains are finally broken from Bash, Pete asked me am I sure it doesn't hurt not to wear Bashes ring, I told him I'm sure and Bash understands that its time I let him go, now I want him to get what he wants of Bashes and the rest I'll give away. Pete said he'll take it all, well all but the underwear, I told him there's a cold storage closet downstairs, but I think I'm going to keep the mink coats and jackets, Bash always told me I could have anyone of them.

We got Bashes things and took them to Pete's room, he said I need an assistant around here and he knows someone that can handle the job. Pete why would I need an assistant he said because I'm rich and they all have one, I never thought about that I asked him who did he have in mind, because they have to deal with Jasmine as well as him and Falisha he said him.

Dude what do you know about being an assistant, he said he'll learn and he's here anyway, plus he could use the cash, I told him I'll think about it, we finished getting the rest of  Bashes things I mean Pete's things at least he'll dress the part of an assistant if I hire him.

I thought about what Pete said as we were moving things in his room, okay Pete you're hired, I know you have classes so you can do things for me after class and on weekends, I'll have to find out how much an assistant makes, maybe Zander or his dad knows and the first thing I want you to do is take all of Bashes pictures and take them to the Tates house.

He asked me am I sure, I told him yes, I don't need a picture of Bash its up here, I pointed to my head, and apart of him will always be in my heart and now I have room for Zander. Pete said if that's what I want okay but he'll keep the pictures in the basement in case I change my mind, I told him remember I'm his boss and he has to do what I say so do it.

He said damn okay, and when he comes back he'll make me an itinerary for things a person with money should be doing, they always do something for charity it makes them feel better about having all that money they have. I told him for once he's right and I should be doing something like research for cancer, I'm sure there's some foundation I could help with he said he'll get right on it and see I do need him.

I told him I need him even if he wasn't my assistant he's my friend, I walked out of his room and back to mine, I took Bashes picture out of the nightstand drawer, baby I'm going to be alright, you know about Zander I don't know if we'll stay here but just know where ever I'll be you'll always have a place in my heart. I took the picture and walked down to Pete's room and gave it to him, and I walked out and called Teresa.

She came upstairs, I told her she can clean my room now and that closet too, she said okay and I left to see Zander. Its time to let go and move on with my life, and I want Zander to be apart of it for now on. I really felt good about breaking the chains of Sebastian, he wants me to move on and be happy.

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