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Google

{Types of Sexualities}

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I bit at my nail as I scrolled down the results, nervous as hell. Let me let you in on a secret, this was my first time searching about this on the internet. I sure did read some posts about it on Instagram but that's about it.

And for the first time, I realized there were so many identities not just limited to heterosexual and homosexual.

Different definitions, different flags but same struggles. Struggle to be visible to others, to show that they exist. Checking every single one of them, my eyes fell upon a certain term that seemed interesting...

BISEXUAL: Bisexuality means that a person feels attraction toward their own gender and other genders or toward anyone regardless of their gender.

Sounded about right. Also was it quite relatable. I remember having a crush on a senior girl in my school, Yeji noona. So I may not have been gay, my feelings were quite genuine when I had liked her. So maybe bisxual?

OMNISEXUAL: This sexual orientation refers to people who feel attraction toward people of all genders and sexes.

That one seemed plausible as well... Okay, I was confused.

Just then, my phone decided to ring up. Usually, no one really called me other than Soobin so I automatically assumed it was him, without actually checking the id.

"Hey, Binnie! I wanted to-"

[It's...Beomgyu?]

And I might have turned redder than a tomato. With embarrassment, I covered my face. Not that anyone was gonna see me but you understand right? Right. "O-oh hi Gyu. I am sorry I was expecting someone else so..."

[No no, it's fine. I just called to tell you that Hyuka's gonna discharge in two days.]

"Wait- what?"

[Yeah, I just found out. He has started recovering and there are no post-covid symptoms, not that severe at least. He would be alright and ready to goin the span of two days, as what the doctor says.] I couldn't believe it was happening.

 "Our sunshine will be home," I said, still not believing my own words. I was least expecting a news like this but now? I don't think I've smiled so wide ever before.

[He will be. And I think...]

"What is it? I am listening."

[I think I will confess to him. If anything these few weeks had taught me, it's that we don't have enough time in our hands. I have almost lost him once, I don't want to lose him again without even telling him my true feelings.]

That was agreeable. Life is short and might not always give you a chance. I supported Beomgyu wholeheartedly for this. "Just tell me if you need any help."

[Thank you Taehyunnie. And sorry once again for my behaviour...]

"Oh shut up pabo, I know you didn't actually mean it. Now go!"

[Bye! I will notify you if anything happens.]

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Soobin-ah!

binnie: I am in the middle of my
economics class but who cares!

binnie: What were you saying btw??