********Mew's POV********
When I woke up and found Gulf beside me I almost freaked out, I noticed both of us naked and he was deeply asleep, I had a slight headache and couldn't make sense of the situation, I quietly left the room and went straight to take a bath when all memories of yesterday's night came back
I felt like the worst person ever, I kept blaming and hating myself, it hurt so much recalling what I did to Gulf, I just became like a monster not holding back stealing his first time, I betrayed him and I deserve any punishment
I walked to his room cleaning it with tears in my eyes, I felt disgusted with myself and even thought of packing my things and moving back to my parents' place, I then started preparing breakfast before checking on Gulf who just woke up
I didn't believe when he said he is fine, he was smiling softly assuring me that it wasn't my fault and that he is aware that he started it, he even tried to come closer and when I caught him he didn't even flinch and was comfortable being this close even asking me to help him take a bath
"you're amazing Gulf, you definitely deserve the best, I'm sorr-"
"don't apologize, if I hear 'I'm sorry' again from you I will get angry, I told I'm glad that it was with you or I would have been terrified if it happened at the party, you even held back and didn't... you know you didn't do it inside" he blushed by the last part
"I tried my best to hold back, you must be in pain now"
"don't worry I'm a man besides you prepared me well so it doesn't hurt that much, just resting for today and I'll be fine" Gulf smiled looking cute with pinkish cheeks
"thank you, I thought you will hate me and I was ready to be punished, I even thought about moving back to my parents' place"
"no way, who will help me with cleaning and the laundry? I know what happened yesterday would make things a bit awkward between us for a while and you may keep feeling guilty but let's not forget that no matter what happens, we are actually married"
"I know but you trusted me as your first friend so it felt like betraying you" he reached patting my head with a gentle grin
"you are and will always be my close first friend Mew so let's put this behind us and keep moving forward"
"how can you be so accepting and strong?"
"you taught me how to deal with my past and move on" we gazed into each others' eyes for a while going silent, I was taken aback by what he said, honesty and gratefulness were carved in his earth hue eyes, somehow those words made me relieved and feel better
"you are very special Gulf, I'm glad I met you"
"me too" we spend the whole day home, I made Gulf sit while I took care of everything, the next day we went to the girl's house who was shocked facing both us
"thank you for the juice, I enjoyed it a lot with my husband" Gulf said sarcastically while she looked down speechless
"why did you do it?" I asked looking furiously at her
"I... I'm so sorry! I got so jealous of Gulf and wanted you both to separate so I could only think of this but he ended up not drinking the juice here..."
"separating us?"
"I've always loved you P' Mew, I've known you for years since we went to the same university, I was shocked to hear you got suddenly got married, I just hate your husband and tried to..." she went silent making me enraged even more
"you tried to hurt him, you did something a psycho would do, only a monster would think of that, girls like you should stay along for the rest of their life"
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Our Order To Love 〘 MEWGULF 〙
FanfictionMew Suppasit is a pilot Gulf Kanawut just started as a flight attendant Even thought they are in the same field, they never crossed path... Something happened that led them to meet Let's find together how they will go through everything together ;)...