Our Order To Love 〘 MEWGULF 〙

✈️ 8th Flight : Betrayal And Confession

*******Gulf's POV*******

After what happened between, I felt more relaxed with Mew and touching him felt natural, I was feeling confused about this and can't explain why, it's simply that I prefer having skinship with Mew than anyone else and he didn't mind

It felt like he was spoiling me and I was enjoying it a lot, I do notice him going red looking embarrassed but I thought it's the after effect of our 'first night' and he is just conscious of me and it will go away with time

Well it was the same for me, although Mew's touch made me feel so calm and secure, I also was conscious of him, when he would fix my hair before going out or hold me to keep me away from some drunkard while walking back late, my racing heart with make me unable to breath properly

The places he touches always burns and I can't even look him in the eye, I was aware I'm overly conscious of him but I always acted cool thinking it will fade away, despite all this, I still liked being close to him

Unfortunately all this time I was unaware of my true feelings toward Mew and kept enjoying the security and happiness next to him, I also was focusing on having good friends and living freely

And because of my density, I almost destroyed our relationship...

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"hey Gulf, a distant relative asks if it's fine if he can spend a month here, he is coming from China for work and our place is the closest" Mew asked while chatting with that relative

"of course it's fine, he can stay at my room"

"thanks a lot" until today I regret accepting that relative at our home, he came two days later, I was surprised to see a young handsome man who was just two years older than Mew, I thought it was an uncle or some older man

"this is Zen... this is Gulf my husband" he introduced us while we shook hands

"please feel like you're at home"

"thanks and sorry for intruding like this"

"you're welcome anytime" I treated him nicely seeing that Mew acted comfortable around him, I later learned that they grew up together from babies till high school before Zen applied for a university in China, everything was fine at first, Zen was friendly and spent most of his day working outside or meeting his family and friends

We both left him alone for almost 5 days since we had work, he actually cleaned the house and prepared dinner for us when we got back, he quickly became a part of our house and I was enjoying his company as a new friend like an idiot, suddenly his one month stay got extended for another two weeks and that's when I started noticing things

He would sit closely to Mew talking and joking and would interrupt me whenever I want to talk to Mew making me feel left out of their conversation, or he would barge into our bedroom by night asking for stupid things like an extra towel slowly dragging Mew outside to enjoy some more talk

Somehow I started getting irritated, I couldn't spend much time with Mew like before, we stopped going out and he even didn't visit his parents like usual saying he is going out with Zen, even when that relative is out working he would still call Mew twice a day

At this point I started missing being alone with Mew, exchanging skinship, going on dates, I felt like I was an extra in that house, I felt unwanted and Zen was obviously was trying to keep me away from Mew, so I decided to talk to him when Zen left for work

"Mew, there smth I want to talk about" I started while cleaning after breakfast

"sure, what is it?" just when I was to open my mouth Mew's phone rang