#MBT Pt.1

Chapter 32:

The long days has passed. Still, there's no great improvement from Jungkook. And Taehyung is losing her hopes slowly. She even thought of vanishing away from his life, thinking that he might wake up out of his condition if she vanishes.

"Kook... I missed you so much. I really missed you, it has been 3 weeks already. And yet, it feels like it has been so long already. You know what, I can feel our baby. It's growing inside of me... Don't worry, I'll take care of our baby well.*smiles bitterly* Ummm. The doctor said that, you need to be treated internationally. You'll need to go to US. And, and you might never get back all of your memories..."

She cries silently, as she held onto his hand tightly right next into her face.

"I'm afraid___. I'm scared, Jungkook. I'm scared that, if I let you go. If I let you go this time, t-to be treated abroad. I might end up losing you for forever. Wh-what if, you forget your memory. What if, you forgot about me___ forever? Wi-will I still have some place in your heart? Will I still matter in your life? *Wipes off her tears* Jungkook, I don't to be selfish. I'd love to see you in a good condition too, but... I'm afraid I might lose for real this time. I don't know~ I don't know if I can still go on without you. I'll be needing you, Kook. I'll be needing you to raise our child well and happy. I need you in my life, more than how you needed me. So please~ come back to me."

Someone tapped her shoulder. And there he was. The one and only Jimin. He's standing beside her.

"You're still crying because of him... You really love him, don't you?"

Taehyung just gives him a strong nod.

"Well, I guess. It's true. Those who makes us happy, they are precious people in our life. Because, true happiness was never easy to give and experience. But then, tears are more special. So, when we cry for someone. It only means that, they hold a special place in our hearts. And___ you wouldn't cry that much of a tears, if you don't really love that person."

"Oh~ You're already here, Jimin. We thought, you'll be late again, because you're still moving on that's why, you're late in everything."- Yoongi tried to teased him.

"Drop it off, Yoongles!"- Jimin teases back.

"Guys, easy. We're here for Jungkook. Remember, we need to drop him at the airport."-Jin comes forward in between them.

Taehyung looked down as he realizes what Jin has stated.

RM elbowed Jin for the last time of their college years.

"Oppsie! I didn't mean to remind it to you, TaeTae. Sorry."

"Jin hyung, you're already graduating from college yet, you haven't change for a bit."- Jhope tried to Joke but it's of no use.

"Taehyung, you okay?"-RM asked as he witnessed how her facial expression changed gradually.

"Is it really needed? C-can't he be treated well her in Korea? Why is there a need for him to go away?"-her voice is shaky.

"Taehyung,___ look he can be treated here too but, it's too risky. Will risk him?"-it's RM who replied.

"But him being treated abroad, it's just the same. Dr. Lee said that, h- he might lose his memories. W-what if----"

"Isn't all the choices too risky already? Taehyung, you don't need any other options. You'll have to go with this eventually, or not and then___ lose him without even trying?"-Jhope replied trying to maintain his calm psyche.

Taehyung let herself to be drawn inside her strong emotions.

"D-do you think___ I'm not concern with it? Do you think, I'm being selfish for trying to stop this? For... For, making him stay with me? *Sobs loudly* I hate it! I hate myself! I hate myself for, thinking this way. For trying to stop it just because, just because I'm afraid that he might not remember me anymore. I hate myself! I hate myself that, I can't do anything right now. That____ that I'm always hopeless. I always feel hopeless and I always loses in almost all of the games that I play. Even at my best, I never win against fate... You don't know how it feels. Because, you were never in my shoes."