Immortal love (cullens shared mate)

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Dream POV
I sat curled up in a ball on the rug in front of my bed the drawings I had done of the cullens all of ripped away from the walls some crumpled up in the balls others ripped in half and some burned. The paintings I had done of them all had red paint across their eyes with cruel and vile Words written on top of it, pictures that I taken and stuck to the wall with them, all of their faces were either scratched out or the picture itself was just ripped. My room was dark all of my fairy lights ripped down tucked away somewhere I couldn't see the mirrors that I had in my room were all covered with towels, clothing that they had bought was all cut to shreds holes in it everything was just a mess I didn't know what had happened but looking around the room I could tell that whatever it was it wasn't good. I slowly stood to my own two feet wobbling slightly as the blood rushed to my head, I slowly walked into the bathroom seeing my full body mirror covered with a thick blanket I furrowed my brows and slowly walked over before gently pulling the blanket down it hitting the floor with the soft thud. Looking at myself I saw a shell a body without a soul my eyes we're dark so dark that I couldn't even recognize them, my cheeks are so sunken in that you could almost see the bone of the apple of my cheek I was so skinny that bones poked out, I was so tired that the bags under my eyes had bags, I looked so unreal like I was watching a horror movie, I gently raised my arms out in front of me seeing the dark bruises that littered my arm, it must have been from not eating and then trashing my room the way it was. The longer I looked at myself the sicker I became I felt tears gathered my eyes as bile rose up my throat I turned to the toilet as quick as I could my hands flying to my stomach as I let out it's contents, my eyes closed as tears ran down my face, when I opened my eyes again to say I was shocked was a understatement, instead of normal vomit I looked to see a thick dark red substance in the toilet, blood it had to be blood I felt my throat clogged up like I couldn't breathe and I felt my nose run making me gently raise a hand to my face gently wiping my fingers under my nose and pulling them away to look I saw red staining my fingers, 'what is happening' I thought. I felt a burn all over my body like I was being stuck inside a incinerator still alive, I looked around for anyone anything to help me there was nothing there I was completely alone which terrified me to no end, looking back st the full body mirror everything that I was wearing was covered in blood from my nose, my mouth my hands I had no clue where all of it was coming from. My vision began to darken some odd reason I was terrified I have never been terrified to close my eyes before but yet I swear I screw heavy I couldn't help but feel I was sinking in the ocean and I couldn't break through the black Waters I noticed that suddenly I wasn't alone I had no idea who that person was no clue what they looked like, just their outline and suddenly I drowned and my eyes closed...
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