Miss those days I miss those days
When I moved out
When I changed my style
I remember that
They were shocked for a while
When I uploaded my first song
When I heard someone singing along
When I finally met you
Hugged you and didn't want to let go
Times I cried only you know
When I learned how to play guitar
When I took you out at night
Just to watch the stars
I asked you "Why do you like me at all?"
I'm nothing and I think You're so special
"I love you" you said
"You're so special to me
Even tough you don't see it
I had never felt so happy
I knew I didn't deserve you
But you made me feel like I did
And the funny part of all of this is that...
I never lived any of this
"Kaukokaipuu" A weird name to that feeling
I rather call it "I miss the future"
It's like I wanna skip to that moment
Like I can't wait for it
And that's the main reason I keep going on
I want that feeling to be
"I'm really living that"
Instead of "I wanna live that"
So if you feel this too
Hold on
I promise the future will be brighter
Because you will be in it
I want you in this future
Hold on tight
And let's keep fighting for our future
'Cause one day....
We'll live our dreams

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State of Mind
AcakA glimpse inside of my heart and mind (poetry, short texts, and random thoughts)