State of Mind

Something for Someone

It doesn't matter what you do

What I do 

What anyone else does 

I can't ever stay away from you 

I don't know why 

I don't know how 

You trapped me in this 

And im not complaining 

I love you so much I'd give you my own soul 

But it hurts so much 

Sometimes I just wanna run away 

But then.. 

I can't 

You always pull me back in 

You attract me like a magnet 

And I end up coming back 

Guess I'll never stop loving you 

You make my life so much better and easier to handle 

But at the same timeIt feels like I'll die 

When I see you with someone 

For some reason I feel bad 

Shouldn't I be happy for you?

It makes me feel like a bad person 

It makes me feel selfish and an idiot 

Would you say I'm not? 

Would you forgive me 

If I told you how I feel? 

I can't help it 

She seems way cooler than me 

And way prettier 

I don't stand a chance against her 

But I'm happy for you 

If you decide she is the one for you 

I'll be happy to be just your friend 

All I ever wanted was being by your side 

Seeing you smile everyday 

Hearing you laugh 

Looking at those emerald eyes 

And.. 

If I can't kiss you 

Or hold hands with you 

It's okay, Im patient 

I'll wait for you 

Always 

I'll be right here when you need me 

In this life or in the next one 

I want you to know 

I'll always be 

Right here 

Forever and always 

To the end of times 

With love, Sunray