this was originally me projecting and then deletinf half of it bc what if i lost all my friends
im in so much pain
i weighed my backpack
its almost 14 pounds
i cant
LITERALLY CARRYING A BACKPACK THAT HEAVY IS GOING TO DO NOTHING FOR ME
AND MY KNEE HURTS ALL THE TIME SO PUTTING 14 EXTRA POUNDS ON IT ✅
anyway screams cries sobs
STOP HI NEW DAY HERE I WAS GONNA START YHUS PART WITH SCREAMS CRIES SOBS AND THEN INCHECK AND THSFS WHAT I ENDED IT WITH ESRLIER SO I CANT ANHMORE YGH
screams cries sobs
im at school
in the gym
with 3 of my friends but not really bc im just sitting with tjem im aftuallt on here
but wtv
hey 😋
i forgot about this book for like a week
ok i have 2 get ready bye
do you ever just start uncontrollably sobbing
HIIIIIIIII
we got pizza and it was not actually that bad tbh but i dont think i would get it again stick to my roots dominos 🙏🙏🙏
ALLSSOOOOO first week of school done be proud of me
i think im already missing like 2 assignments whatever
my teachers can Hate me if they want I Do Not Care
cares immensely and wants to fix this but is too lazy to actually check canvas
ANYWAY
SO
i got a copy of song of achilles such a long time ago but i didnt read it was like omg wow haha a good book on my shelf right there in front of me haha rereads twilight
BUT I FINALLY STARTED IT
WOWOWOWOWOW WHY DID I WAIT SO LONG
AND I ANNOTATE MY BOOKS RIGHT
WITH STICKY NOTES BC I DONT LIKE WRITING IN THEM
AND RED IS FOR holy wow they r in love wow
AND
I RAN OUT OF MY RED ONES BEFORE CHAPTER 5 ENDED
maybe i over annotate but what are you gonna do about it
ACHILLES AND PATROCLUS ARE LITERALLY IN LOVE
realizes it is literally a romance novel
WHATEVER WOW OK SPOILERS ???? I GUESS
LITERALLY THE WAY PATROCLUS before chapter like. 6 WAS LIKE UGH. ACHILLES. IHY GET AWAY FROM MY LUNCH TABLE WITH UR BEAUTIFUL HAIR AND FACE AND EYES AND PERSONALITY U ARE SO BEAUTIFUL I HATE YOUR PERFECT LIPS UGH KYS
and then go into a 3 paragraph description about how he looked wonderful
like the part where he was like
it was the only time i saw achilles. his days were separate, princely, filled with duties we had no part of. but he took each meal with us, circulating among the tables. in the huge hall, his beauty shone like a flame, vital and bright, drawing my eye against my will. his mouth was a plump bow, his nose an aristocratic arrow. when he was seated, his limbs did not skew as mine did, but arranged themselves with perfect grace, as if for a sculptor. perhaps most remarkable was his unself consciousness he did not preen or pout as other handsome children did. indeed, he seemed utterly unaware of his effect on the boys around him. though how he was, i could not imagine: they crowded them like dogs in their eagerness, tongues lolling. i watched all of this from my place at a corner table, bread crumpled in my fist. the keen edge of my envy was like a flint, a spark away from fire. on one of these days, he sat closer to me than usual; only a table distant. his dusty feet scuffed against the flagstone as he ate. they were not cracked or callused as mine were, but pink and sweetly brown beneath the dirt. prince, i sneered inside my head. he turned, as if he had heard me. for a second, our eyes held, and i felt a shock run through me. i jerked my gaze away and busied myself with my bread. my cheeks were hot, and my skin prickled as if before a storm. when, at last, i ventured to look up again, he had turned back to his table and was speaking to the other boys. after that, i was craftier with my observation, kept my head down and my eyes ready to leap away. but he was craftier still. at least once a dinner he would turn and catch me before i could feign indifference. those seconds, half seconds, that the line of our gaze connected, were the only moment in my day that i felt anything at all. the sudden swoop of my stomach, the coursing anger. i was like a fish eyeing the hook.
yeah that part
OK SPOILERS OVER IG BUT TBH IDK IF THESE R DOING ANYTHING BUT
BUT YEAH I <3333333333
hmm nothing else is happening ever
LMAO RANDOM CONTENT SKIP BC I DELETED HALF THIS CHAPTER
avni villain arch
ANYWAY STFUUUU MY LIGHTS ARE FLICKERING BUT ONLY 3/4 OF THEM AND THEY GO ALL THE WAY AROUND MY ROOM BUT THEY ARENT GOING ON AND OFF THEYRE CHANGING COLOR AND BRIGHTNESS I AM SO SCARED BUT I CANT JUST TURN THEM OFF COMPLETELY BC THEN I WOULD HAVE TO TURN ON MY ACTUAL LIGHTS WHICH I DONT WANT TO DO BC BRIGHT BUT ALSO IM READING BUT NOT REALLY BUT ENOUGH THAT I NEED LIGHT STRUGGLES
also did u know im on my computer rn i was like hmm no i dont want to use my phone which i literally use for everything else other than watching things which i do on my computer but really watching things is the only thing i do so which one do i use more really
anyway
questions there are
STOP BC I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT STAR WARS ALL DAY IT IS THE ONLY THING I HAVE EVER THOUGHT ABOUT I HAVE NEVER HAD A SINGLE THOUGHT
i love anakin so much but also mando and luke and grogu but also wtf was yoda doing bae was like mm important questions and then disappeared like cmon man that wasnt cool but then anakin was like f u obi wan u made me lose my legs hey palpatine when u r making them can u make them 6 inches taller than my old ones i wanna be taller even though i was already 6'2
yes i love dinluke so much my beloved they r literally in love idc idc if they have interacted for literally not more than 5 minutes they r in love and that is that thank you
maybe this part is getting a little long but its also only 1500 something words and if i take out the drama itll be shorted by a good amount ok
yes maybe i will take it out
4 the sake of the haters that literally read certain chapters and then dont tell me or interact in any way shape or form and then get mad at me 4 uploading more than 5 chapters at once im sorry steve im sorry you had a lot of notifications already i just have 0 irl friends (1) i can rant to like this and i needed to get some stuff out and immensely enjoy the sound of my own voice ok im sorry
FEEEEEELLS SOOOOOOO DOUBLE CROSSSSINNNNGGGG WHHYYY AM I LIIIIKKKEE THHHIIIIIISSSS
yeah todays part really started with me talking about pizza and ended with me having a crisis about being terrible
BE GRATEFUL I CUT OUT 1638 WORDS
im so tired its like noon and i woke up like 3 hours ago
so tired
i feel like i ordered something and am waiting 4 it to get here but
what did i order
oh well ill remember when it gets here
if i ordered anything at all but maybe i didnt
OH MT DAD JUST GOT. A PACKAGE DID I ORDER SOMETHING
so i dont rhink i ordered anhrhing
IM SO TIRERREEEEEDDSSUSUUHGHGGGHHHH
yes this is a good stopping point
REALIZES THIS
CHAPTWR HAS NO CONTENT
wtv idc
YALL
I DID ORDER SOMETHING
IT WAS STICKY NOTES
THEY JUST GOT HERE
