PREGNANT PAUSE 💔💔

Chapter 7

This chapter is also not proofread. Spare me if there are any spelling or grammical mistakes☹
Its quite a long chapter. 😇
4000 words.☺
Ill not be updating till next Sept 2nd.
So happy reading ☺

Sana

"THIK HE MEIN TUMHE TALAQ NAHI DUNGHA!!! LEKIN TUM ISS BAACHE KE AMMI KABHI NAHI BANOGI, ISSKE KE PEDHAHISH PAR BHABI KE GODH MEIN RAKOGI!! TUM ISSE UNH DONO KE LIYHE KURBAANI DOGI YEHI HE TUMHARI SAZA!!!!!"

Only these words were running in her head, every word felt like a burning knife tearing her heart into million pieces. Tears never stopped falling from her swollen eyes, her body felt numb she felt like a living corpse, her entire existence felt burden to her.

She was just 19, a girl who had just overcame her teenage, a girl who was supposed to enjoy her life with friends and college, a girl who was supposed to wear colour dresses, wear healthy makeup, go to movies with her friends, have chats with her cousins, enjoy studying and gradually get a job to stand for herself. But her life it was completely different, at 17 she was engaged to a man whom she never met, after engagement her studies was stopped because her in laws didn't like it and her parents never opposed it soon after 7 months while she was 18, she got nikahfied, he become her sole owner, in the same night she become a woman from girl, she gave herself, her body her soul to her man, her in laws being very orthodox wanted a perfect daughter in law and she changed into 'perfect' within next few months after getting few taunts and scoldings from her mother in law and sister in law, she became a wife her husband wanted, a daughter in law her in laws wanted, a sister her sister in law wanted, became everything the way they wanted her to be, she left her passion, her dreams, her ambition, she left everything for her new life, her married life, just to please her husband, a husband whom she is scared to speak, whom she can't touch when she wants feel, whom she has to ask permission to do each and every thing, whom she was dictating her life, for whom she left her own identity... But today he was asking her divorce, a person for whom she left her entire existence wants to leave her because she was pregnant with his baby, his own body and flesh. He told it was a mistake.😢

Few more tears fell from her eyes. Caressing her flat stomach she felt new feeling that was overwhelming her heart, her baby it was in her womb may be sleeping peacefully without any fear with the hope that his mother will guard him, will keep him safe with care and love.

"Aap isiki mistake nahi he, aap koi galthi ke nathija nahi he, aap ammi ke jaan he, aap ammi ke liye aa rahe he, aap ammi ko kush karne aarahe he, ammi aapko kuch nahi hone denghe meri jaan, ammi aapko har musibat se bachayegi, agar aapke baba ne pyar nahi kiya toh kya hua, ammi aap se bohut pyar karthi he, aap ammi ke liyhe kabhi mistake nahi he, kabhi nahi"

Her love for the new life within her increased tenfold. Her child is not a mistake, it was never a mistake, he was the blessed fruit of their pure marriage, he was the blessing which most of the couple were forbidden from, but Allah has blessed them with this blessing and she will fight for it, she will secure it, for which she is ready to give up on her baby, she is ready to give her baby to Fidha bhabi, atleast her baby will be with her, she can see him every day, she can hear him every day, she can feel him in her arms every day, her baby will be with her close to her heart only but he will call her chachi instead of ammi, she can bear it, can't she?? When she is ready to carry him in her womb and safeguard him for 9 months, when she can bear the pain of birth giving, when she can bear the pain her husband and her mother in law gives her, can't she bear this small pain of being called as Chachi from her own blood?? It is tough, she felt like her breath has been knocked out in her lungs, she felt like will die every moment bit by bit when it will happen. But she has to do it not for her, but for her baby, her new ray of hope. If she chose divorce, then her child will be tormented in the society, he will lose the love and care of being with both the parents, he will lose a happy family, she can't let that happen, her baby will grow in a healthy family, in a healthy surrounding, no one will disregard her child, he is born out their pure marriage and no one will confront him regarding this in future. She knows that her Allah will surely be happy with her reason, her baby the gift which he has given to her is her top priority now. For her child's happiness she is ready to sacrifice, she is ready to give her child away.😢😊