Broken Smile

My answer to the question!

The moment I woke up I could see that I was not the only one in the room. I saw Aizawa and Mic sitting on a chair close by the bed. It was more like Mic was sitting and Aizawa was on the floor close to him. Both were sleeping and I could tell that they were exhausted just by their look.

I felt very thirsty and once I sat up I saw a glass on the side table right next to me. So I reached out and grabbed the glass of water. However the moment I was about to take it I somehow managed to fall out of the bed. I was clumsy at some times and I knew it.

The moment I was down on the ground I also broke the cup and managed to cut my hand on it.

Me: Auch...

I might be clumsy but I didn't expect being in a sleeping bag at all and this was part of the reason I fell down. The moment I fell down I woke both pro heroes up and they were running at to my side.

Aizawa: Kitten, you okay?

Mic: I'm going to grab a first aid kit.

Me: I'm fine.

Aizawa: How are you feeling?

Me: Better.

He helped me get out of the sleeping bag and Mic came in and immediately went ahead and bandaged my hand.

I knew that I had a fever and I could remember the moments in between. I did also hear them while I was nearly out cold. My body wasn't functioning but my mind was. In all the time I could hear Aizawa and Mic telling stories to me and cleaning me with a wet towel. I could hear their voices trying to lightning the mood and tell me about their past sad as well as happy parts.

Before I got the fever I was thinking so hard on how to proof myself that they cared for me but after this fever I knew that they actually did.

I finally got the answer to the question that was in my head from a long time ago.

"Why should I go on any longer?"

The answer was simply as the question.

"Because I had finally found someone who would care and support me. I finally got someone I could trust and lean on telling them my problems and getting help from them knowing that they would care for me and whatever I do was in order to make the world better for them too."

I had finally an answer. Once that hit me I started crying in front of them.

Aizawa: Kitten?

Mic: Izu, You okay?

Me: I... I...

Aizawa then pulled me into a hug and the broken mask I was having on my face finally broke down completely and I started crying.

Aizawa: It's okay, let it all out kitten.

Mic: We are here for you. We always will.

Aizawa: Cry as much as you like. I won't let you be alone ever again.

It took me 2 hours to calm down and all the time I was hugged by Aizawa and Mic was rubbing circles on my back.

Aizawa: Better?

Me: Yeah...

Mic: You wanna talk about it?

Me: It's just.... Thank you!

Aizawa: Hm?

Mic: For what?

Me: I finally got an answer to a question I never had one before. I now know why I should go on living. Thank you Dadzawa!

The moment I said that I smiled at him. It was a small warm smile with some tears falling down my cheek and the moment I called him Dadzawa I could see him start smiling before enveloping me into a hug again.

Aizawa: Dadzawa huh...

Me: I am heard Recovery Girl say this a couple of times.

Mic: So you remember what happened.

Me: Yeah and I am sorry for the trouble I caused you.

Aizawa: Don't be kid.

Mic: Than does that mean you are ready to accept our help?

Me: Yeah. I... I never had someone care for me at all before. I mean sure I have All Might but he is more like a mentor a teacher to me. He has expectations and I always try to fulfill them... Everyone had expectations and I felt like I always needed to fulfill them and that no one cared for the actual me.

Aizawa: Oh kitten...

Mic: I never knew that you were feeling like this. I am so sorry you do.

Me: It was only logical after growing up like I did.

Aizawa: It is and that is also the reason why we officially adopted you. You are ours now. If you want to change your last name we could do that as well. We didn't wanted to do that without you agreeing to it.

Me: ... you adopted me?

Mic: We did! You need the paper to believe us?

Me: ... No.. I... This is much to just suck in... I ...

Aizawa: You happy?

Me: Yeah!

Aizawa: Talk to us if anything is bothering you from now on.

Me: I will.

After that I decided to change my last name from Midoriya to Yamazawa. They both agreed to it and we all celebrated together. Nezu did pick me up as his personal student and in classes it was Shoto who was keeping a close eye on me. I could tell he knew what was going on just by founding me wrapped up into Sensei's scarf and then not going to class for 3 weeks and Aizawa missing out school as well.

In the end I got the help I needed and thanks to the persons close to me I also find a family. They were there for me and although I wanted nothing more than to end my life they were sticking there and helped me through it saving me every single time.

Never did I thought that there would actually be people out there that would care for me not only because they needed it but because they wanted it. Aizawa and Mic were the first ones that ever did that and I was happy for that.

Now I had a future to look forwards and a place to be. I wanted to make the world better for them as a thank you for placing their hope and faith in me. They care and as they cared for me so did I to them. They were now my new family after all and if I could make the world safer for these two pro-heroes that that would be my mission from now on.

~~End~~

A/N: Thanks for reading this and I hope you enjoyed this story!